Something I wrong concerning being on antidepressants back in the day.Wrote this awhile back,just never posted

Normalcy

squeezed vessels
cold sweat
cracked skin
give me the candy,you devil
I long for their approval

indifferent white-coated man,never again
write the fucking script!
my eyes won't wander, and on this pencil I wont lose my grip

delicious,ovaloid ( Read more... )

I guess it all started Thursday evening when I thought it wouldve been a great idea to have seconds on the quesadillas I cooked ( Read more... )

Mom came into my room about 45 minutes ago,she has a really bad abscess and her cheek is pretty swollen.My sister has since taken her the ER to get it checked out,and now my back and shoulder are in knots because I heard the one news story about the little black boy who had one and was turned away because he had no insurance;so the infection ( Read more... )

I'm guessing I'll wake up,go to the bathroom then go into the sitting room and see my mom sitting there watching Star Trek or some dumb thing.Go back in my room,despondently checking any emails I may get(or not get).Cry.Possibly go to sleep for a little.Wake up,check again,and cry some more.Get no calls.Cry about that,then order myself something ( Read more... )

Mom's home from the hospital,after a week and a half or so of excruciating pain from the ( Read more... )