Jan 24, 2007 04:52
...I see...now I get it. This is what it feels like to realize that someone you thougth shared an interest in you and the person you are and the things you are about was only half interested, and moreso engaged out of niceness rather than true interest. I am pissed, I am sad, I am hurt, I am angry...I will be fine! I guess looks and words mean shit. I see why people are ever so sketchy about relationships and not wanting to risk having to deal with the score of raw emotion tied to it all...it sucks, BIG TIME! Ah well, I'm thankful for friends who advised me to be cautious...thankfully I was not fully invested. Still I was enough to be hurt...and the way I found out...intensifies the hurt...stupid me!
Back to the drawing board...
Kevin, boy do we have to talk!
No sleep for me tonight...
Ciao