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Different women have taught me different things in my life.
One woman taught me how confusing love can be.
Another taught me how deep and powerful a strong connection can be... that I could actually be understood.
Another taught me that there is more to life than love. She awoke me from my love obsession.
And yet another taught me that love can exist. She gave me hope.
And so all these women won't easily be forgotten. They all came in my life and then they all left. Some I pushed away, some left me.
So, all I'm left with are these handfuls of memories, these lessons. And the sobering thought that memories fade and lessons are forgotten. They eventually lose their impact.
Time is a funny thing. And I'm wondering what's next. Women are so beautiful. I become angry at my attraction. I don't want it, I don't need it, but I can't help it.
I know what I want. I believe I will know when I fall in love. I want her to say two things to me. I have the two statements already and they're not that rare. People have said them to me before, but never both and not always heartfelt.
Of course its absurd to base love only off that, but given what the statements would mean, I think its pretty fair.
I want love at the right time with the right person.
And in the meantime, I don't want to think about it at all.
If only it was that easy.
One woman taught me how confusing love can be.
Another taught me how deep and powerful a strong connection can be... that I could actually be understood.
Another taught me that there is more to life than love. She awoke me from my love obsession.
And yet another taught me that love can exist. She gave me hope.
And so all these women won't easily be forgotten. They all came in my life and then they all left. Some I pushed away, some left me.
So, all I'm left with are these handfuls of memories, these lessons. And the sobering thought that memories fade and lessons are forgotten. They eventually lose their impact.
Time is a funny thing. And I'm wondering what's next. Women are so beautiful. I become angry at my attraction. I don't want it, I don't need it, but I can't help it.
I know what I want. I believe I will know when I fall in love. I want her to say two things to me. I have the two statements already and they're not that rare. People have said them to me before, but never both and not always heartfelt.
Of course its absurd to base love only off that, but given what the statements would mean, I think its pretty fair.
I want love at the right time with the right person.
And in the meantime, I don't want to think about it at all.
If only it was that easy.