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i think the time has finally come to give up what is hurting me. im crying as im writing this entry, but i know things are only gonna get better. i really need someone to talk to right now but i dont feel like i have any one to call. thats what is making this harder, i know everyone hates eric. and im starting to see through that, at this point all ive been asking for was all my stuff back, he just came by my house and i gave him all of his, and hes supposed to bring me mine tomorrow at work.
i hope everything is over. i hope that im strong enough that next time i come in contact with him i dont break down in tears anymore. i realized im happier just being around my friends. that all eric and i will ever have is a physical realtionship-and im the one hanging on emotionally to someone who really isnt that great at all.
i dont really feel like this town has anything else to offer me. ive met everyone that ive ever dreamed of meeting, and had some of the best friends im sure ill ever have. im quiting my job. i cant handle it anymore, and theres really no point in having a job right now (page convinced me of this).
i had so much on my mind and now im just drawing a blank so im gonna go.
i hope everything is over. i hope that im strong enough that next time i come in contact with him i dont break down in tears anymore. i realized im happier just being around my friends. that all eric and i will ever have is a physical realtionship-and im the one hanging on emotionally to someone who really isnt that great at all.
i dont really feel like this town has anything else to offer me. ive met everyone that ive ever dreamed of meeting, and had some of the best friends im sure ill ever have. im quiting my job. i cant handle it anymore, and theres really no point in having a job right now (page convinced me of this).
i had so much on my mind and now im just drawing a blank so im gonna go.