Jun 16, 2005 00:52
it feels like every day has been the same. same feelings, same people, doing the same things over and over. i took a random trip with eric to fort morgan last night at 1:30 in the morning, stayed the night there in a hotel parking lot, then came back at 7 this morning.
i sick of feeling like i have to impress all the people i hang out with now. all year i wanted to stay in fort collins for the summer...but now that summers here, im really wishing that i didnt have to. my parents are having a hard time. nothings for certain yet but they may get separated for awhile. and if they do, my mom wants me to move into an apartment with her...which wouldnt be bad..but she wants to move to michigan. and that is one place i have absolutly no desire to go to.
so i could get a job at longs...if i go in to talk to them...then pass the required U.A of course.......hmmm.....great. im gonna stop smoking for awhile. not just because of that..but my body just needs its as well.
sorry to sound depressed and shit, cause im not at all, just getting bored with everything.