Just a few thoughts on the events passed...
Not that anyone asked for it, but just sharing.
Like most of the people affected by the events passed, I have been thinking. It sucks that he's gone, but we all have to keep his spirit alive through the good memories. It'll hurt like hell for now, but we'll be stronger because of it later. I beleive it was Winston Churchhil that said "If you're going through hell, keep going." and that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to keep going and I hope all you guys will too. It really does feel like the past 48 hours have been a dream and that I'm just going to wake up, but I know it's not. It's because of situatoins like this that we all need to be careful how we act around each other and how we treat each other becuase you never know who's going to be here the next day and who's not.
Now you all know that I love each and everyone of my friends a lot. You guys are a huge part of my life, especially right now. If anyone of you actually even joked about killing yourselves right now, I'd hit you. I'd come to your house and I'd give you the beating of your life. I know that sounds harsh, but it's true. You never truly know the pain until you've actually experienced it yourself. I'm probably gonna go back up to the funeral home after I get out of class. Another thing though is that this whole experience hasn't been completely bad. Like I mentioned to Steven in a comment earlier, through his death, we've all been brought closer to one another. It's pretty sad that it took his death to actually unite us all like this, but maybe it was for a purpose. I dunno. I'm just one of those people that think that things happen for a reason. So there must be a good reason for it.
Sometimes it takes something like this for us all to receive a giant wake-up call. Especially when I think about all the other problems I've been having with my friends lately and people making me upset and stressed out. But in the past 48 hours, all that has changed. I no longer care about those stupid little things. Of course, It's easy to say that right now in light of what's been going on, but I'm sure i'll worry about it later. Anyways, class is about to begin. I'll probably get out early today. Thank God it's the final week and I have a break coming up ^_^.
Like most of the people affected by the events passed, I have been thinking. It sucks that he's gone, but we all have to keep his spirit alive through the good memories. It'll hurt like hell for now, but we'll be stronger because of it later. I beleive it was Winston Churchhil that said "If you're going through hell, keep going." and that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to keep going and I hope all you guys will too. It really does feel like the past 48 hours have been a dream and that I'm just going to wake up, but I know it's not. It's because of situatoins like this that we all need to be careful how we act around each other and how we treat each other becuase you never know who's going to be here the next day and who's not.
Now you all know that I love each and everyone of my friends a lot. You guys are a huge part of my life, especially right now. If anyone of you actually even joked about killing yourselves right now, I'd hit you. I'd come to your house and I'd give you the beating of your life. I know that sounds harsh, but it's true. You never truly know the pain until you've actually experienced it yourself. I'm probably gonna go back up to the funeral home after I get out of class. Another thing though is that this whole experience hasn't been completely bad. Like I mentioned to Steven in a comment earlier, through his death, we've all been brought closer to one another. It's pretty sad that it took his death to actually unite us all like this, but maybe it was for a purpose. I dunno. I'm just one of those people that think that things happen for a reason. So there must be a good reason for it.
Sometimes it takes something like this for us all to receive a giant wake-up call. Especially when I think about all the other problems I've been having with my friends lately and people making me upset and stressed out. But in the past 48 hours, all that has changed. I no longer care about those stupid little things. Of course, It's easy to say that right now in light of what's been going on, but I'm sure i'll worry about it later. Anyways, class is about to begin. I'll probably get out early today. Thank God it's the final week and I have a break coming up ^_^.