What a day....
Well. I got out of the house tonight and got my mind off of things. I spent the night with Mikey and Jeremy. Thanks for hanging with my guys. I appreciate it. It really helped get my mind off of things. I also want to thank Livi and Kirsten for being there for me when I needed it and Livi i'm sorry I didn't really say anything to you and just said I was fine when I really wasn't. I do feel bad about it, but at the time I didn't really know what to think or feel and it really didn't hit me till I got home today about what really happened. At any rate, I'm real sorry. I guess it's just how I handle things sometimes..I dunno.
These past thirteen hours or so have been a real eye opener for me. I've realized now what I do have and I realize that I can't take it for granted because it can all be gone in the blink of an eye. Especially friendships.
Over the past thirteen hours I've felt a wide range of emotions including sadness, anger and now I'm just numb. I can't feel anything anymore.
I can't sleep.
We'll miss you Billy.
These past thirteen hours or so have been a real eye opener for me. I've realized now what I do have and I realize that I can't take it for granted because it can all be gone in the blink of an eye. Especially friendships.
Over the past thirteen hours I've felt a wide range of emotions including sadness, anger and now I'm just numb. I can't feel anything anymore.
I can't sleep.
We'll miss you Billy.