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Over the years there are things and feelings that Ive kept to myself, afraid to let go, now I dont care.
- First of all I dont think you stole him from me. What bothered me was the fact I considered you a friend and the next thing I know you were dating the guy I just broke up and spreading our business around. I was happy when him and I broke up, trust me. Very obsessive and from what I heard HE STILL CALEED YOU BY MY NAME.... Sad huh?
- I didnt like you at first you were a BITCH, frankly you STILL are. You are a very jealous person because if you werent you wouldn have told people I was raqcist, try to ruin me and break me, well congratulations you did it! My first year at a new school and someone I thought was a good friend, lied to make herself look better, sorry sweetie you made yourself look stupid when the truth came out. At least I can stand tall and raise my head high knowing I was always there for you, you came to me when your mom was a "fucking bitch," or how "you're ashamed by your mom because she is an alcoholic," or how "you're ashamed of the place you live because your parents dont make enough money." So tell me how was I such a bad friend to deserve what you did to me? You then ran away from your problems where I had to face them head on. And how dare you say I talked shit about your dad when he passed away! I have more respect for people than you do, and I would never say anything bad about him the way you did, I bet you feel good about that!
- Whats up SLUT? Always knew you were, shit you fucked MTV Stud but then who hasnt right, at least the way you put it. I introduced you to my boyfriend and what do you do? Sit on the damn couch with your lets open basically saying "COME FUCK ME!" Seriously have some more respect than that. Then you fuck him in his truck and tell me "HE PRACTICALLY RAPED ME!" haha good one. Ill believe that when hell freezes over. You expet me to forgive you? HA fucking right! haha
- John - "Ive learned so much from you. you taught me things no one else has" Well shit I didnt put up with your petty bullshit! Your lies and your games got old real fast. Its so annoying that Im still apart of your lies. Really grow up. Didnt your dad teach you anything? You lie and cheat, you cheat and lie, you're never satisfied. You fuck up your own relationships, apologize a million times and hope its ok. You have so many secrets and so many lies, you're afraid that people will see the real you. You are not man enough to own up to your actions because if you were you wouldnt have to lie to Michelle about me! Youre the reason why girls are scared to be with a good guy because the assholes like you have already gotten to the girls and screwed us over! Hey thanks again. Yeah I learned things from you, thanks again and again, kind of reminds me of you and your apologys, sorry, sorry, sorry I fucked your friend, sorry I lied to your face, sorry I made you look like a fool, sorry I lied about EVERYTHING. Haha, but thanks for the things you taught me, ASSHOLE. Theres that word again, thanks always follows your sorrys. You made me question everything about myself again I ask the question, what did I do to deserve this? Am I such a terrible person that someone had to break me like this again. I dont think youll ever understand what I went through. No matter what happened between you and Michelle with your small break up and what you went through it will never come close to the pain and suffering you put me through along with all my self doubts and insecurities you made them worse. NOW IM SUCH A BETTER PERSON, BETTER THAN I WAS BEFORE YOU, BETTER THAN I WAS DURING YOU, AND NOW IM BETTER WITH OUT YOU!
- You call me vindictive. I wasnt the one who smashed a boulder through your car window now was I? Ive known you how long and finally the real person comes out, a ruthless little bitch. You put on an act for everyone, say your so Godly say you dont do certain thinGs because you dont want to upset your boyfriend, but you do these things. Are you ashamed of the things you do? Or are you afraid someone will judge you like you judge everyone else? You call them your friends yet you go behind their back and tlak shit, "WHen they are together all they do is drink, they are alcoholics," "shes probably having sex and he is too old for her," "I hate her but hi im going to act fake to your face," "My moms an alcoholic." Whoa im glad im not friends with you anymore. I never needed to ask for your premission to do something, you dont need to "condem" my actions. I never asked if it was ok to you. I dont regret the things I do where as you probably do!
- I hated my four years of high school. Im so glad its done. I envy the people who loved high school, and had a better experience than I did.
- I thought when I was done with high school I would be done with all the drama, nope A.L. was STILL contributing to my life.
- I have very few selective friends who mean the world to me. I wish I had more friends, but Im afraid someone is going to screw me over again like these five people did, the same way or even worse.
- I have a wonderful boyfriend who means the world to me. We've spent every single day together for about 7 months and this weekend will be the first time we spend time apart, his boss is a dick! haha
- When I care for someone and love them I give all I can and would do anything for them.
- I believe everything happens for a reason. You learn many lessons through out life and Ive had my share of lessons and learned a lot.
- I think being jealous in a relationship is such an ugly trait to have.
- I spend most of time with my family, two other people, or by myself in my room. I guess Im too afraid.
- I wish I could go back to being a child with no worries and no drama, but I also wish to be living on my own starting my own family.
- I only have four best friends, my mom, Betsy, Shanel, and Anthony.
- I didnt want to have children but now I do Im just afraid I wont be a good mother and I will be a failure to my children, but I aslo believe I will be a good mother.
- I have such an awesome relationship with my mom I wish everyone could experience the friendship and relationship I share with my mom with theirs.
- Sorry to prove you wrong I dont log on 8 times a day to cause drama.
- My brother found the love of his life, they live together and are very happy together, I am very happy for him.
- I have never and would never cheat. I believe if you cheat you have NO respect for your spouse, why are you with them if you dont respect them. Its simple keep your dick in your pants and your legs fucking closed.
- I don't want people to pitty me for this, thats not what I wanted out of this, it was to say things I havent been able to say before and to just let go of things. IM NOT TRYING TO START DRAMA WITH THIS EITHER.\
- Im not as happy as I want to be, im not happy with myself, or who I am.
- Call me weak, talk your shit I just dont care anymore.