i hate the pain, i want it all to stop
Do you know what it feels like, to never have him call?
Do you know what it feels like, to be lied to in your face?
Do you know what it feels like to be cheated on?
Do you know what it feels like to be kissed and touched and later when you call him, he doesn't pick up his phone or hangs up in your ear?
Do you know what it feels like to be called a ’bitch’ by someone you love?
Do you know what it feels like to be ignored by him in public?
Do you know what it feels like when he tells you, after his shower of kisses, to keep it a secret and you just know that something's wrong? Do you know what it feels like to be yelled at and get into a big fight with someone you truly care for?
Do you know what it feels like when you just don't feel loved?
Do you know what it feels like sitting alone in your room and crying for hours and hours until you can't cry anymore and just fall asleep?
Do you know what it feels like to be used?
Do you know what it feels like to only have broken promises, shredded love letters and lies in you memory box?
Do you know what it feels like to be dumped and you just can't breath, you feel so empty, and the pain is so sharp that you become numb?
Do you know what it feels like when he doesn't look you in the eyes when you talk seriously with him?
Do you know what it feels like to hear "you're a fool for even caring!"? Do you know what it feels like to be left for someone else just when you think that it's going to work this time because a few nights before he was with you and whispered sweet things in your ear and promised you everything?
I do...
do you know how to explain this
all these feelings deep inside
and i can't seem to get them out
i can't seem to make you understand
the words, they just won't come
and the timing, it's never right
i haven't heard your voice in days
and your face still lingers on my mind
along with those words left unsaid
i don't know where i've been
or where to go from here
but i guess thats for me to unearth
maybe it's time to be on my own
maybe this was never meant to happen
maybe i think too much
maybe this is too much
maybe i want this to be too much
maybe i want you
*Falling for someone the first time is easy, its the second time around after you have fallen and trusted someone to catch you and they didn't When it becomes difficult to let yourself fall again*
"I want to be the girl he looks at, smiles and then turns to his friends and says, "thats her!"
Do you know what it feels like, to be lied to in your face?
Do you know what it feels like to be cheated on?
Do you know what it feels like to be kissed and touched and later when you call him, he doesn't pick up his phone or hangs up in your ear?
Do you know what it feels like to be called a ’bitch’ by someone you love?
Do you know what it feels like to be ignored by him in public?
Do you know what it feels like when he tells you, after his shower of kisses, to keep it a secret and you just know that something's wrong? Do you know what it feels like to be yelled at and get into a big fight with someone you truly care for?
Do you know what it feels like when you just don't feel loved?
Do you know what it feels like sitting alone in your room and crying for hours and hours until you can't cry anymore and just fall asleep?
Do you know what it feels like to be used?
Do you know what it feels like to only have broken promises, shredded love letters and lies in you memory box?
Do you know what it feels like to be dumped and you just can't breath, you feel so empty, and the pain is so sharp that you become numb?
Do you know what it feels like when he doesn't look you in the eyes when you talk seriously with him?
Do you know what it feels like to hear "you're a fool for even caring!"? Do you know what it feels like to be left for someone else just when you think that it's going to work this time because a few nights before he was with you and whispered sweet things in your ear and promised you everything?
I do...
do you know how to explain this
all these feelings deep inside
and i can't seem to get them out
i can't seem to make you understand
the words, they just won't come
and the timing, it's never right
i haven't heard your voice in days
and your face still lingers on my mind
along with those words left unsaid
i don't know where i've been
or where to go from here
but i guess thats for me to unearth
maybe it's time to be on my own
maybe this was never meant to happen
maybe i think too much
maybe this is too much
maybe i want this to be too much
maybe i want you
*Falling for someone the first time is easy, its the second time around after you have fallen and trusted someone to catch you and they didn't When it becomes difficult to let yourself fall again*
"I want to be the girl he looks at, smiles and then turns to his friends and says, "thats her!"