interpretive rejection
i'm not going to blame it on mercury retrograde. i'm not going to say it's just b/c of my weight. i didn't get this dance part, and it's probably just because i am not a good enough dancer. i didn't get cirque--and i think i can understand that. it was overambitious. but a local play by a local playwrite and choreographer? i'm not good enough for that? i swear i can count my successes in the past three years on one hand, and that's being generous.
or is life, sick and cruel instead? yes...
or is life, sick and cruel instead? yes...