The Celexa makes me crazy. Crazier. I can't make this any better. Going to call the doctor tomorrow and if he doesn't change this, I will have to find a new doctor. With a new medication. Again. WHY CAN'T I JUST BE NORMAL?!?!?!depression

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I'm fucking done. I'm sitting here slicing through my skin and wondering what one cut the wrong way will do. If I dare try it. My stupid bitch mother. I'm trying to help my 14 year old brother because you know where I was at 14?! Cleaning up her fucking bottles. Putting her to bed. Being her fucking parent. But now I'm the bad guy. It's me who's at ( Read more... )

I feel so helpless today, like nothing I do is ever the right thing. My anxiety is through the roof, which means I'll have to load up on sleeping pills to get to bed. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I took one too many. If I ended my life, died in my sleep, a peaceful angel. I think about how my family would feel. They have their little ( Read more... )