Well, here's part one.
Sho had been acting funny lately, and not like telling more jokes. When all Arashi was in their dressing room, Aiba would see him off to the side more instead of sitting in the middle of the room with his newspapers as usual. He talked little and would stay by himself in the corner all the time. Not even Nino-chan could get him to react with biting words. One day it was very bad when Riidaa noticed Sho ripping the corners of his paper.
'What is wrong, Sho-kun?' Riidaa asked. 'You seem angry and upset today, is everything okay?'
'I not want to talk about it, Oh-cha-.' Sho replied.
Aiba interrupted. 'But Sho-kun, this has been happening for long time, ne? I... WE... just want you to be happy now. What is wrong?"
Sho glared at Aiba. 'I am surprised you care, Masaki. I do not remember the last time you tried to talk to me, so why now?'
This was a very unusual thing for Sho to say. Normally the two were always together and they had been dating for three years. Sho always supported Aiba through his fears of animals and Aiba would cook dinner when Sho had to stay late at his newscaster job. They seemed happy always as a couple, and Ohno was upset to see trouble in paradise.
'Sho-kun, this is very unlike you. Why do you not to tell Aiba what the matter is?' Ohno asked.
'It is a personal affair and no one has a need to know except me! You cannot understand! And you, Aiba - how... what... NO. You have no right anymore.' With that, Sho walked out of the room.
Everyone looked at each other, confused. Everyone but Aiba, that is. He looked quite sad.
Nino spoke up from the couch. 'It must be hormones.'
'No. Aiba-chan knows, ne?' said Jun.
'Ehhhhhh?' said Aiba.
'You have had no reaction to the mean words of Sho. You obviously know what the matter is.' said Jun.
Nino and Ohno nodded in agreement.
'So what is wrong with Sho, Aiba-chan?' asked Jun.
'I do not know, minna-san! Sho-kun has been like this at home, too. He is hard to please now and I am very sad about this too.' Aiba looked nervous, though. He was remembering that one night four months ago.
~~~**flashback**~~~
Sho was coming home late after work and was hoping there would be food for him to eat. He was always very happy when Aiba-chan would make him food, even if he did have to reheat it. It tasted better when he could eat it with Aiba, he thought. He climbed the stairs to their apartment and opened the door.
'I am home, Aiba-chaaaaaaaan. Where are you?' Sho called. The apartment was dark, with only two lights on. Maybe Aiba-chan had a special surprise planned~~~ He smiled bigly at the thought.
'Aiba-chan? Where are you?' Sho looked in the kitchen and saw pots on a stove. He was happy that Aiba had cooked something but was starting to worry about Aiba now. He heard a sound from the other room. 'Masaki?'
Sho walked towards the bedroom. On the way, he saw an empty wine bottle but no glass. Maybe Masaki had used the wine in dinner cooking, Sho thought. Maybe Masaki wanted to give Sho an "appetizer" before eating dinner after a long day. He hurried to the bedroom, quite excited.
Aiba was sprawled on the bed facing away from the door. Sho thought maybe he was asleep, so he went slowly to the bed and sat down. He stroked Aiba's back, but could see not that Aiba's eyes were wide open.
'Masakiiiiiii~~~~~~~ Wake up, ne? I want tell you about my day and maybe cuddle?' Sho asked.
Aiba stayed quitely waiting.
'Come ooooooonnnn, Aiba-chaaaaaan, neeeeee? Wakey wakey!' Sho said as he poked Aiba in the back.
Aiba breathed twice. 'No.'
'Eh? Aiba-chan?' Sho was confused. 'Are you awake really?'
'I do not want hear about your day. Or cuddle with you. Or watch you eat.' Aiba was trying hard to keep the drunk sluring out of his voice. 'Go eat food.'
'But... but... Masaki! What is the matter with you?' Sho was starting to get angry. 'Why do you not want to spend time with me?'
'Go away.'
'Masaki! TELL ME!!!'
Aiba sitting looked at Sho. 'You want really know? I tell you! You go out and leave me at home and have more friends and spend more time away from me and I do not want it anymore. I love you, Sho-kun, but you not treat me well recently.'
'How can you say that, Aiba-chan?! I come to you every night home and see you before you go work in the mornings. I am confused!'
Aiba's eyes had tears now. 'And last night... last *sniff* night... you said *sniff* HIS NAME in your dream. *sniff* Again!'
Sho's eyes were big. 'EHHHH? Why did you say nothing then?'
'*sniff* You were as... *sniff* asleep still. I not slept at all since *sniff* then.' sobbed Aiba.
'But Masaki-kun, you know it has been over for years! Not since I dated you have I had feelings for Mat... HIM. You know this!' yelled Sho.
'Why would you call out his name in sleep last night?!' Aiba cried. 'WHY WOULD YOU DO TO ME THAT?!?!?!?!'
Sho stood up. He was very angry that Aiba no longer trusted him. 'I didn't mean to do it and you know that. Why does upset you so much?'
Aiba stood up too and towered over the smaller man. 'I do not believe you!' He pushed Sho into the wall behind him.
Sho was also scared now. He could smell the wine in Aiba's mouth. 'Masaki-kun, have you been drinking? You know you should not do that too much.'
'DO NOT ME TELL WHAT TO DO!' Aiba was very angry now and pulled Sho away from the wall. 'I do no think you love me like I love you. I WILL MAKE YOU.'
Sho tried to leave but Aiba was too fast and strong for him.
***~~@!!AN: Gomen minna-san, the actual raep part is behind 83592.56 filters so no one can find out how fucked up I am, you'll have to answer a 400-question Arashi quiz and provide three certified copies of your birth certificates before I can let you read such amazing rap. Gomen again!!@~~***
~~~**Presend day**~~~
'Aiba-chan? What is it?' asked Nino.
Aiba blinked. 'Eh? What happened?'
'You spaced out. From Riidaa we expect that now but not you being quiet,' said Jun, who was concerned for Aiba. 'What were you thinking about? Sho-kun, ne?'
Aiba sniffled a little. 'I do not know why Sho-kun took this long to be angry about something that happened months ago. I cannot say what this was but it was so long ago! Why must this be now?' Aiba started to weep tears.
The manager walked in and did not see Sho. 'Where is Sakurai-san, minna-san? We start to film in five minutes! Why is he not here?'
'Ask the crybaby,' replied Nino, turning back to his DS. Ohno smacked him on the head and Nino pinched his butt in response.
Aiba stood up and said, 'I will look for him now. Five minutes, you say, manager-san?'
Manager-san nodded. 'Be quick. Your makeup not good is now. It needs fixing.'
Aiba did not hear as he ran out the door. He knew where Sho-kun was - he was in Thier Place, a closet that they found several years ago. It was where he always went when he needed to think away from a lot of noise and distraction. He ran to the door and threw it open. Sho was curled up in a ball sobbing into his knees.
'Sho-kun! What is matter? Are you daijoubu? Tell me what is wrong I want to help!' Aiba put his arms around his crying boyfriend.
'Gomen, Aiba, for being distant for long time recently. I have had... *sniff* had something to deal with that *sniff* I could tell you not about. *sniff* Please not be angry with me, ne? *sniff*' Sho looked at Aiba with red eyes.
'What? I not understand you. What is really going on?' demanded Aiba.
'That night... *sniff* that night you... *sniff* when you... *sniff*' Sho paused not wanting to think of it.
'O, I see, it was then? I thought you were not mad for that more now?' asked a confused Aiba.
'Masaki... you did more than rap me that night. You... *sniff* you gave me your baby!' wailed Sho.
'EHHHHHHHH?!' screamed Aiba. 'But you are a man. I have not done an experiment to see if a man can pregnant be, but I think they cannot. But they must if you were! How does this happen to you?'
'I do not know, Aiba-chan. But I was carrying your baby...' Sho trailed off sadly.
'Eh? What do you mean "was"? Sho-kun, what happened? Are you okay? Tell me you alright are!' demanded Aiba.
'I am fine, Masaki. It... *sniff* a baby *sniff*... I could not think of keeping it.' admitted Sho.
Aiba looked terrifyed. 'What... what are you trying to me tell, Sho? WHERE IS MY BABY?' he yelled.
'Aiba... Masaki-chan... I aborted our baby yesterday.' Sho wept harder.
Aiba stood up. 'I... I cannot believe you not have told me about this! I thought you had just gotten back to a normal weight and not that you had a baby - MY BABY - in your tummy. Why did you not say something about it to me? I would have helped you!'
'It was a rap baby, Aiba-chan. I not at all want to baby unless it was made from love and you rapped me for it. I did want not to remember that at all when you were drunk and mean and a RAPPER of me so I could not keep it! I am so sad and angry and even more sadder whenever I think of her -'
Aiba interrupted. 'Her? We were going to have a baby girl?'
Sho nodded.
Aiba poured tears from his eyes. 'Sho-kun, gomen! I did not mean to cause such stress for you and sadness and anger! Can you forgive me ever again? I want us to be happy! I AM SO SORRY' he wailed.
Sho reached for his hand. 'We need to be together for real now and love each other like a real family. Maybe then we can try to make a real baby this time out of love and a family. Do you... can we maybe try for a real relationship again? I know you have not drinken since that night months ago so maybe you will not ever rap again...' he trailed off hopefully.
'SHO I WILL LOVE FOREVER YOU AND ONLY YOU.' Aiba kissed Sho greatly. 'We must try to have a baby and a family. I will be good from now I promise but you must promise also to not hide things like babies anymore, ne~~~~?'
Sho smiled and nodded.
'Aiba-san? Sakurai-san?' they heard from the hallway. 'Will filming we ever start today?! GET OUT HERE NOW. You are LATE.' It was their manager.
Masaki and Sho smiled at each other, held hands and walked out to face a new day together.
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