Good day...go bad...then back to good
The other day my mom threw the kittens outside while i was asleep..they took off...and now no kittens..
Today we set the frogs lose and tad poles too..(most of the tadpoles had their arms growing quickly so not long till they were frogs too..and i counted them and i had about 25!..so no way could i wait till they where all frogs!)
Today I worked 7-3..Which I have been working all week..Today was also pay day friday...I had SO much fun today at work..it started out kinda crappy...usual drizzle of rude freakin people.. I realized today how much I actually love working with the people I work with though... I was talking to Sara about how John is the only guy that I have felt perfectly comfortable talking to and joking around with right away. He really is one of the nicest guys.
John and Codey are our main back line workers (people who make the food) well..them and darlene. Codey is one of THE quietest guys...but you put John back there with him and BOOM they don't shut up! Today was as I said..pay day..When I got off work I had Danna and Cassie's checks with me and I was headed toward the dumpster area (where i hide the bike i ride) when I walk out the door Codey drove by me..I just kept walking...Then when I was about there I look over and theres Codey! He asked me if I wanted a ride to the bank and I said "Sure"..lol..He asked me if I liked country music and I said that it didn't really bother me..and he said "Good...cause thats all I have." lol. So he puts some music on and we talk a bit but not much cause im in my quiet mode....I felt SO horrible though..I went in to cash the checks and put some of my money in the bank...the lady took the checks and disapeared in the back for a bit over 5 minutes! so codey had to sit out in the truck waiting..I felt so bad >_<
***I can't say what I want to say here any more it seems...Too many people read this that might know what I'm talking about..or know the people I talk about...sometimes it really sucks..***
Codey dropped me back off at McDonalds and who would pull in behind him but Sara! So I'm in a really good mood at this time and I 'giggle' (heh..) and wave at her..and run inside and talk to John for a while about how stupid Danny is...(manager) And some other things..Finally I get done talking and get my bike and leave...
Sara ended up picking me up and we were going to go minuture golfing..but it was storming in jasper..so we went to the pet store where i bought my rattie babys stuff. Then we went to walmart and I bought my brother school stuff....
Dun dun dunnnn
I get home! All is silent...
Living room is empty...lights are mostly all on...brother doing dishes in kitchen...no sign of----Wait! Brother doing dishes? What the ****? Talk to brother..turns out mom in really bad mood...yelled about damien...who ileft inside with zach..guess zach didn't watch him close enough...Damien poo in house...I finally go to my room..Lights are on...Mother is at computer playing spider solitair...The air around mother is thick enough to strangle. I walk over and sit on my bed and play with the thing i bought for my ratties...Mom burst. SHe say puppy not aloud in house. No one helps her. No one cares. Zach no do anything unless he is at his dads. I try to talk to her about my day. She doesn't listen. She rant. She rave. She cry. She say no one respects her. She yells at me. I tell her not to take her bad day out on me. She says she didn't have a bad day until she got home. I stop talkinga bout my day. She yells at me some more. I tell her not to yell at me about dog pooing in house while I was gone...bro was watching damien. 'Obviously not' she says. I tell her not to yell at me cause I just bought all of the school supplies bro needed. (I feed bro...I take care of bro...I make sure he even has food to eat..I talk to him...I find out about his day...I respect him...Sure..he can be annoying..but so can I...) Finally mom leaves my room. Finally mom goes to bed. Finally we are in peace.
Maybe it wasn't my mom tonight..she is trying to have another kid you know..My aunt told me last time she tried that she would be very emotional...maybe thats it? I don't know..but I do know is that if she keeps up how she is..I wont be living here for long..I have a place at Sara's if I need it.
I can find places to stay.
I don't have to stay here.
And the day gets brighter once again
When I was finally left alone in my room I got on my computer...The good ol' thing that I didn't have time for for so long...I now do. School is getting ready to start (One week!) and my hours at mcdonalds will be cut back. No more day shift full time working for me sadly :(
BUT! The part where my day gets better...I got an email from Bretty. He has the net back! *happy*
I can't wait to talk to him again...
Tomorrow is my grandma and grandpa's renual of the vows..(sp??) I don't know when I will be home...mom said the church thing starts at 5:30..SO probly not till late...*sigh*
Wish I could have seen bretty today..
My last day of freedom is next tuesday...then on out I will have school and I will work on the days I don't have school and on some that I do have school..no more days where i can just sleep..or relax..not until fall break..but then I have to work to save money.
School books this year are horrible! my books alone are $179.75 and my brother's are $123.22
I told my mom I could pay for mine if she wanted me to..she didn't answer..So I think I am paying for them...Mom about had a cow..she said she is spending more on this years books then when amanda was schooling as well...
Well..This is longer then I had planned..I doubt anyone will even read it all..but Can't blame 'em...Gotta go to sleep now...tata' mon amies.
Today we set the frogs lose and tad poles too..(most of the tadpoles had their arms growing quickly so not long till they were frogs too..and i counted them and i had about 25!..so no way could i wait till they where all frogs!)
Today I worked 7-3..Which I have been working all week..Today was also pay day friday...I had SO much fun today at work..it started out kinda crappy...usual drizzle of rude freakin people.. I realized today how much I actually love working with the people I work with though... I was talking to Sara about how John is the only guy that I have felt perfectly comfortable talking to and joking around with right away. He really is one of the nicest guys.
John and Codey are our main back line workers (people who make the food) well..them and darlene. Codey is one of THE quietest guys...but you put John back there with him and BOOM they don't shut up! Today was as I said..pay day..When I got off work I had Danna and Cassie's checks with me and I was headed toward the dumpster area (where i hide the bike i ride) when I walk out the door Codey drove by me..I just kept walking...Then when I was about there I look over and theres Codey! He asked me if I wanted a ride to the bank and I said "Sure"..lol..He asked me if I liked country music and I said that it didn't really bother me..and he said "Good...cause thats all I have." lol. So he puts some music on and we talk a bit but not much cause im in my quiet mode....I felt SO horrible though..I went in to cash the checks and put some of my money in the bank...the lady took the checks and disapeared in the back for a bit over 5 minutes! so codey had to sit out in the truck waiting..I felt so bad >_<
***I can't say what I want to say here any more it seems...Too many people read this that might know what I'm talking about..or know the people I talk about...sometimes it really sucks..***
Codey dropped me back off at McDonalds and who would pull in behind him but Sara! So I'm in a really good mood at this time and I 'giggle' (heh..) and wave at her..and run inside and talk to John for a while about how stupid Danny is...(manager) And some other things..Finally I get done talking and get my bike and leave...
Sara ended up picking me up and we were going to go minuture golfing..but it was storming in jasper..so we went to the pet store where i bought my rattie babys stuff. Then we went to walmart and I bought my brother school stuff....
Dun dun dunnnn
I get home! All is silent...
Living room is empty...lights are mostly all on...brother doing dishes in kitchen...no sign of----Wait! Brother doing dishes? What the ****? Talk to brother..turns out mom in really bad mood...yelled about damien...who ileft inside with zach..guess zach didn't watch him close enough...Damien poo in house...I finally go to my room..Lights are on...Mother is at computer playing spider solitair...The air around mother is thick enough to strangle. I walk over and sit on my bed and play with the thing i bought for my ratties...Mom burst. SHe say puppy not aloud in house. No one helps her. No one cares. Zach no do anything unless he is at his dads. I try to talk to her about my day. She doesn't listen. She rant. She rave. She cry. She say no one respects her. She yells at me. I tell her not to take her bad day out on me. She says she didn't have a bad day until she got home. I stop talkinga bout my day. She yells at me some more. I tell her not to yell at me about dog pooing in house while I was gone...bro was watching damien. 'Obviously not' she says. I tell her not to yell at me cause I just bought all of the school supplies bro needed. (I feed bro...I take care of bro...I make sure he even has food to eat..I talk to him...I find out about his day...I respect him...Sure..he can be annoying..but so can I...) Finally mom leaves my room. Finally mom goes to bed. Finally we are in peace.
Maybe it wasn't my mom tonight..she is trying to have another kid you know..My aunt told me last time she tried that she would be very emotional...maybe thats it? I don't know..but I do know is that if she keeps up how she is..I wont be living here for long..I have a place at Sara's if I need it.
I can find places to stay.
I don't have to stay here.
And the day gets brighter once again
When I was finally left alone in my room I got on my computer...The good ol' thing that I didn't have time for for so long...I now do. School is getting ready to start (One week!) and my hours at mcdonalds will be cut back. No more day shift full time working for me sadly :(
BUT! The part where my day gets better...I got an email from Bretty. He has the net back! *happy*
I can't wait to talk to him again...
Tomorrow is my grandma and grandpa's renual of the vows..(sp??) I don't know when I will be home...mom said the church thing starts at 5:30..SO probly not till late...*sigh*
Wish I could have seen bretty today..
My last day of freedom is next tuesday...then on out I will have school and I will work on the days I don't have school and on some that I do have school..no more days where i can just sleep..or relax..not until fall break..but then I have to work to save money.
School books this year are horrible! my books alone are $179.75 and my brother's are $123.22
I told my mom I could pay for mine if she wanted me to..she didn't answer..So I think I am paying for them...Mom about had a cow..she said she is spending more on this years books then when amanda was schooling as well...
Well..This is longer then I had planned..I doubt anyone will even read it all..but Can't blame 'em...Gotta go to sleep now...tata' mon amies.