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i just got home from golf practice, and shot a 40, so im happy right now. yay. that excites me. my friend megan was talking to me while we were there.. she broke up with her boyfriend of 18 months last night b/c she said that she was afraid that she was too young to be that serious with a guy. i agree, yet i dont agree. i agree with the way that she feels, but i feel that if you love the person it doesnt matter how long you're together or not. o well. she was upset about it today, and she played bad b/c she was thinking about nick. i'm kinda glad i dont have a boyfriend b/c if something was wrong, then i would think about it all the time, and it would affect my schoolwork, and golf, and just my mood in general, and i dont want a guy to have that effect on me. its just wrong. but then i see all these couples at the mall when im working and they come into the store and they seem so happy. im like well why cant i be happy with someone like that? i dunno its an up and down thing, but i dont want it to be. grrr. i just want to get boys off the brain. although i still need a date for the prom. im all paid and everything, and i thought i wanted to go by myself, but what about all of my friends, who now have people to take and i dont? i dont want to slow dance with myself. that would be just kinda weird. my ex boyfriend kevin told me that when he went to prom with me this year that he was going to bring a pimp cane. thats when i knew we werent going to be together much longer. o well. anyways, i have a golf match tomorrow, and i have to see another ex-boyfriend of mine. o joy. im elated. o well im gonna go now. gotta get ready to go.
I love the sun, wind, rain, snow, and every weather that God gave us. I love my friends, and family. I love you.
Courtney
11TH GRADERS, NOVA, HABERSHAM, AND OH SURGERY THIS SATURDAY NIGHT AT 7. NGBC. YAY.