I'm not a moron.

[enasni_v]

I need psychiatric help.

I've always been the one who has the paranoid thoughts about pretty much everything.
And lately, I've had Robert there to calm me and tell me I'm being just that, paranoid.
But he needs to stop, because now I know I'm not just being fucking paranoid.
It hurts quite a bit.

I need to get out. I need to go somewhere. Far away.
I just need to go away and think about how the fuck I got to be this person, and be alone.