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Life blows. People are stupid. I can't wait to go to college. I want to get into an alternate reality actually. This is mainly because the few guys I am stupid enough to fall for or trust, break my heart. I seriously don't have the energy for anymore hardships in anyway. I have had enough. School is so stressing that I keep getting stomachaches and headaches. I am always tired and I don't really have a desire to do anything anymore. I just want a nice relaxing rest. But that won't happen and I am dealing with it. Also, I have given up on guys... I am sick of having my heart stepped on. And I am also sick of people refusing to know who I really am, and yet the judge me anyway. I am sick of feeling cold and bitchy, and losing all concern for ... well.. everything. I hate who I am becoming. I want to crawl into a hole and go to sleep and never wake. How wonderful that must be. Yet again, I can't. I have to deal with it like everyone else, and the least I can do is complain about it here. Yep. That's all.