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Nothing feels real. It's just here. Everything. Everything is changing. I sometimes just want to go to sleep and wake up after high school is over. I want to make good memories though. Everything is just so... frustrating and cloudy. There isn't anything SOLID around me. My heart feels heavy from so many things.. physically heavy.. wow that's a weird feeling. I miss a lot of things. I don't know what to think... This isn't a great feeling and it isn't a bad feelings.. it is just complete uncertainty of everything. Well, Christmas is coming up. I am going to be 15. I feel so much older I can't even begin to describe it. Like I have 30 years of emotions, and memories. I hope I can make more friends, good friends are Soo fucking difficult to find. Well.. I ranted. Till later.
Dé-Lyn §
Dé-Lyn §