(no subject)
Well, I skipped school Wednesday and Thursday was slow as hell. Then, Friday is the day of HELL. At first, I am hating my classes, then when it comes to band, everyone fucking pushes me around. I can't stand it, they just criticize and shove and it pushed me to being REALLY pissed off and irritated beyond recognition. Also, my mother was supposed to go, but she didn't. You know normally I wouldn't care and I didn't ask her to come but then she told me she would. No biggie. Then when the game started I was looking all over for her and she was nowhere to be found. I was so dissapointed that I felt like someone ripped out my heart and I started crying. In fact, before I called her ( which was AFTER half time ), I was already tearing up because I had a feeling she wasn't there. Then I had a breakdown in front of Granville and Arlenne after I actually knew for a fact she wasn't coming.But now I have food and I took a shower so I just want to forget about everything.
De-Lyn
De-Lyn