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I'm doing better now. I'm too busy with school to think about much else.
I don't know if I want to go to my homecoming. I really don't know all that many people, if no one asks me (which is 99% possible) then I probably won't. I would really have no reason too, but just in case and for a bit of fun, I think that I'll coax my mom into dress shopping this weekend. I have to atmit, I do enjoy shopping for dresses, it's a lot of fun for me. I like to think I look pretty every now and then, even if it is only because I'm wearing a fancy gown.
If I do feel like going and I'm not asked, I'll probably just drag along one of my other friends. I've been trying to decide who I would take but I really can't think of any. This boy-girl thing is just too complicated, even if you don't like someone but you take them to a dance, people think you do and it spawns all sorts of problems and awkward situations. I give up. We should all become asexual and just regenerate arms and such instead.
I guess I'm just fickle because I want something to love. Anything.
I hope everyone is doing well, I feel so cut off from everything, I have no idea how people are doing anymore. I want to be there for them but I can't be if I don't ever get a chance to talk to them. Just know that I love you all.
shakeshake
I don't know if I want to go to my homecoming. I really don't know all that many people, if no one asks me (which is 99% possible) then I probably won't. I would really have no reason too, but just in case and for a bit of fun, I think that I'll coax my mom into dress shopping this weekend. I have to atmit, I do enjoy shopping for dresses, it's a lot of fun for me. I like to think I look pretty every now and then, even if it is only because I'm wearing a fancy gown.
If I do feel like going and I'm not asked, I'll probably just drag along one of my other friends. I've been trying to decide who I would take but I really can't think of any. This boy-girl thing is just too complicated, even if you don't like someone but you take them to a dance, people think you do and it spawns all sorts of problems and awkward situations. I give up. We should all become asexual and just regenerate arms and such instead.
I guess I'm just fickle because I want something to love. Anything.
I hope everyone is doing well, I feel so cut off from everything, I have no idea how people are doing anymore. I want to be there for them but I can't be if I don't ever get a chance to talk to them. Just know that I love you all.
shakeshake