Ugh.
I feel so weird. I don't know if it's because I missed my medicine yesterday or what. But last night I didn't fall asleep until 3 a.m. and didn't wake up until 2 p.m. But all night I had these completely fucked up, yet realistic dreams. I had sleep paralysis this morning where I thought I heard people knocking on my door, and was trying to get up to go answer it, but couldn't physically move. I hate that even more. I kept wanting to grab my bat (because I had this feeling there was someone dangerous at the door) but I couldn't. It was all a dream/people downstairs making noise in reality. Now I just feel out of it.