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Well... still hating it here. All those 20 million jobs I applied for? Nothing.Zip.Zilch. Blah. Still stuck cleaning toilets, only now my boss is wandering around looking for me to tell me everything I'm doing wrong in every room... and the other chick promoted to supervise us underlings calls me fat every time she sees me... Says I'm not going to do well because I'm too fat and won't be able to make the bed right... I can handle the larger vacuum because I'm such a bigger girl... ARGH - shut the fuck up!! I know I'm fat - why do you think you need to tell me every day?? AND they just hired this new girl... straight off a farm - 19 years old - never had a job in her life... gave her a supervisor position. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why not me??
And then there's still my roommates... only the one with the music is also turning out to be quite the desperate for a kiss chick... She's got a crush on someone new every week... and she doesn't realize they aren't interested in her. She's already gotten hurt by one guy - created all this drama in the parking lot of a dance club. And my other friend has found a new guy - so now instead of just not making plans with me... she makes plans, then doesn't bother to tell me they've changed - instead she just doesn't show up... thanks. Thanks a lot - I turned down two dinner offers because I thought I was having dinner with her. Instead, I waited around and didn't eat. Now I'm starving, and am not going to be able to do anything about it until tomorrow at lunch.
I'm just hurt - And growing more and more lonely. I think I'll become a hermit. Not leave my room - always sleep... that way no one will be able to hang out in my room and party or listen to loud music... Or piss me off...
I'm sad - and this whole situation still sucks ass...
And then there's still my roommates... only the one with the music is also turning out to be quite the desperate for a kiss chick... She's got a crush on someone new every week... and she doesn't realize they aren't interested in her. She's already gotten hurt by one guy - created all this drama in the parking lot of a dance club. And my other friend has found a new guy - so now instead of just not making plans with me... she makes plans, then doesn't bother to tell me they've changed - instead she just doesn't show up... thanks. Thanks a lot - I turned down two dinner offers because I thought I was having dinner with her. Instead, I waited around and didn't eat. Now I'm starving, and am not going to be able to do anything about it until tomorrow at lunch.
I'm just hurt - And growing more and more lonely. I think I'll become a hermit. Not leave my room - always sleep... that way no one will be able to hang out in my room and party or listen to loud music... Or piss me off...
I'm sad - and this whole situation still sucks ass...