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ARGH
I'm hating everything right now. It wouldn't be so bad to have music every morning when I wake up if it wasn't the same roommate playing her music on her player. Maybe if we switched days everyone would have a chance to hear the music they like... ARGH. And then there's the roommate fucking the boss... I'm not even going into THAT issue. And then there's the other roommate, who's actually pretty cool... once we got the 'please have consideration for your other roommates and not have sex in our room'... then she was pretty cool. I just hate my living situation.
And my job. I applied for a bunch of jobs just to get out of housekeeping... not only are they expecting us to clean these HUGE rooms in the same amount of time that it took us to clean really small rooms, but they are adding more rooms to clean. Last I heard, they are upping the count to 14. That's a HUGE amount of work. For $7.30 an hour?? HA. Right. I'm going to be getting a shit-load of overtime. I think they'll transfer me departments once they figure out I'm no good at housekeeping. I did have a hopeful discussion with the head of tours today. He said they didn't have any tour positions open right now, but most likely when the hotel opens in September. But again. I'm not holding my breath. So far, this whole experience sucks ass.
I hope hope hope Chris gets the job. Not that I want to subject him to this crappiness, but it would make it so less crappy if he was here. If he doesn't get the job, I do believe I will be going home.
And I know that my roommates are thinking I'm becoming a bitch. But I don't give a flying fuck. I don't want to go out to the dance club every night to become the official "purse watcher"... I don't care to have 7 of your closest friends nearly hanging out on my bed to help pick out what you are going to wear. I don't like having people hanging out in my room ALL THE TIME!!! My room is my time alone... away from the world. I don't want to be a drag, but I spend enough time with these people EVERY day. I don't want them lounging around in my room after work when I come back from the shower. Yeah. Um. Hi. Can I get some privacy so I can at least change my fucking clothes??
Sigh. It's getting to the point where I don't even want to be around people. I go out just once a week to karaoke and even that's becoming a drag. Although I did make good with the owner of the club that has the karaoke... now it's gotten to be that every time I go talk to the karaoke host guy - the owner tells him to put me up next. So I sing all the time. It's great! But then 3 am happens and everyone starts hooking up. Soon I'm stuck at a table all by myself because everyone knows that I'm married. So I sing a slow song that everyone can make out to. There are so many 18 and 19 year-olds here that it's starting to feel like high school. Blah.
I have no idea what to do. I want to travel... that's why I'm here. So I guess I just need to plan my trips and go. Might get expensive, but at least I won't have to worry about not getting to do the things I want to do. If I plan it right, I can see everything I want to see and not be weighed down by stupid people.
I'm lonely and miserable. And I miss everybody. SO MUCH! I sang 'Build Me Up Buttercup' the other night and totally thought about Sundays at the Galaxy. :(
Please let this get better!!
I'm hating everything right now. It wouldn't be so bad to have music every morning when I wake up if it wasn't the same roommate playing her music on her player. Maybe if we switched days everyone would have a chance to hear the music they like... ARGH. And then there's the roommate fucking the boss... I'm not even going into THAT issue. And then there's the other roommate, who's actually pretty cool... once we got the 'please have consideration for your other roommates and not have sex in our room'... then she was pretty cool. I just hate my living situation.
And my job. I applied for a bunch of jobs just to get out of housekeeping... not only are they expecting us to clean these HUGE rooms in the same amount of time that it took us to clean really small rooms, but they are adding more rooms to clean. Last I heard, they are upping the count to 14. That's a HUGE amount of work. For $7.30 an hour?? HA. Right. I'm going to be getting a shit-load of overtime. I think they'll transfer me departments once they figure out I'm no good at housekeeping. I did have a hopeful discussion with the head of tours today. He said they didn't have any tour positions open right now, but most likely when the hotel opens in September. But again. I'm not holding my breath. So far, this whole experience sucks ass.
I hope hope hope Chris gets the job. Not that I want to subject him to this crappiness, but it would make it so less crappy if he was here. If he doesn't get the job, I do believe I will be going home.
And I know that my roommates are thinking I'm becoming a bitch. But I don't give a flying fuck. I don't want to go out to the dance club every night to become the official "purse watcher"... I don't care to have 7 of your closest friends nearly hanging out on my bed to help pick out what you are going to wear. I don't like having people hanging out in my room ALL THE TIME!!! My room is my time alone... away from the world. I don't want to be a drag, but I spend enough time with these people EVERY day. I don't want them lounging around in my room after work when I come back from the shower. Yeah. Um. Hi. Can I get some privacy so I can at least change my fucking clothes??
Sigh. It's getting to the point where I don't even want to be around people. I go out just once a week to karaoke and even that's becoming a drag. Although I did make good with the owner of the club that has the karaoke... now it's gotten to be that every time I go talk to the karaoke host guy - the owner tells him to put me up next. So I sing all the time. It's great! But then 3 am happens and everyone starts hooking up. Soon I'm stuck at a table all by myself because everyone knows that I'm married. So I sing a slow song that everyone can make out to. There are so many 18 and 19 year-olds here that it's starting to feel like high school. Blah.
I have no idea what to do. I want to travel... that's why I'm here. So I guess I just need to plan my trips and go. Might get expensive, but at least I won't have to worry about not getting to do the things I want to do. If I plan it right, I can see everything I want to see and not be weighed down by stupid people.
I'm lonely and miserable. And I miss everybody. SO MUCH! I sang 'Build Me Up Buttercup' the other night and totally thought about Sundays at the Galaxy. :(
Please let this get better!!