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man, he was a neo nazi hypocrit (supposedly) but part of me thinks that how so many schools are shot up is due mainly to our culture.
Our culture provides extreme pressure and strain on people to fit into preconceived models. I mean its not as bad say...japan or whatnot,
but we still have it. Another thing that really bothers me is that I've seen in my own home how down right HATEFUL and inconsiderate
people have become in school systems. I really don't like how people are obsessed with stupid shit like looks, getting drunk, smoking 'cigs' to be cool
fitting into cliques and being fucking losers in general. When I was growing up (read middle school) I hated all the popular fucktards
who fucking made fun of me. I had horrible acne, I looked like shit cuz i stayed up all night(from doing situps and pushups thinking people
would like me more if i was in shape, all that got me was a phys ed award in 8th grade), I had allergies, I was actually and technically
depressed due to a medicine that is now under a lawsuit b/c it destroys your bones, your mind, your chemical composition, and your skin.
All I did was play doom and listen to marilyn manson, nine inch nails, meat beat manifesto, kmfdm, and shoot guns every FRIDAY NIGHT. Thats
right I shot shit, played doom, and listened to 'anti god/america music'! When I got into highschool I was made fun of b/c i was into martial
arts as well as ran cross country.
How in gods name did I NOT shoot up a school? Videogames and 'anti god/america music'
It gave me a 'place' that wasn't accepted and normal, a haven, solice and solitude in the face of a life that was fucking pathetic compared to what all the other ignorant fucking losers were chasing to fit into their lame assed highschool cliques so they could have shit to talk about later on.
my mom asked me one time why i played videogames when i was at that age, and i said (i remember this because she brought it up recently)
"I have no real friends other than robert, so I make friends with characters in games"
pretty sad huh?
I didnt dust some of the fucking pieces of shit that probably deserve it (as they probably went on to rape girls, drink and get in fights with a single person when there are like 6 of them, or whatever else that a total fucking panty waste does).
I just 'kicked satan's ass for jesus' as robert and I Said to our youth minister (yea i was in church, oddly enough). My youth minister talked to us, listened to marilyn manson and what not with us, talked about how he used to be like us. It kinda made me feel like i had a home in church, so i went to church every wednesday up to early highschool.
Then all my friends did drugs, while i did martial arts and track, the end.
lol
But, I'm getting off topic with my stupid life lol, this kid bothers me because It seems to me that a new trend is starting in america with 'gothic' and 'punk' kids, the trend to 'be fucked up' and 'hate others' I mean I even read on some flash sight about how people thought
that they should make an 'anime style version of the colombine shooting, where dylan and whatshisdumbassface are the heroes'? fucking idiots
the stupid subculture that ddr's to lose weight, and talks about how sweet they are and how everyone else is stupid cuz they enjoy sports and meeting girls are just as fucking shitty as the those that obsess with said junk. Its so lame to me how IGNORANT PEOPLE CAN BE.
I mean i know im ignorant, but if I hate you, you deserve it because youve done something fucking retarded. I've got ex's who are so fucking
conceited and obsessed with impressing/self image, that they constantly transform themselves to wrap around the crowd and be 'in'. WTF? I've
got people I've hung out wiht that lie and cheat while bastardizing the parts of martial arts that I love running around in monroe with a fucking crooked smile...WTF AGAIN? See, people like this deserve distaste and to be openly mocked, because of OBVIOUS STUPID SHIT. IF YOU DRESS LIKE RONALD MCDONALD AND ACT LIKE A SLUT NOBODY WILL RESPECT YOU IN YOUR WORK ENVIRONMENT, DUH.
Its just amazing how people like this got this far, and how they will/can VOTE/RAISE THEIR VOICE (when it blends in nicely) TO COUNTER THE VOICE OF PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY THOUGHT ON THEIR OWN IDEAS AND THEN FOUND PEOPLE WHO THINK LIKE THEM
fucking idiots 'raising their fists in defiance'? give me a fucking break, more like voicing your pathetic opinion and using your stupid fucking journal to spread bullshit about people, and wonder why those that once mattered enjoy talking about your obvious flaws over a nice steak dinner (if you think youre at risk, its probably been done to you as well)
that is how school shootings start, when idiots convene, these idiots do shit to piss off people who are sensitive, or who just generally treat people like humans, and they cant figure out why the pieces of shit that 'pump their fists in totalitarian idiocy' make fun of them, so they get mad, they start to label the fucktards who go to clubs and parties and drink like its all that they fucking live for (which is pretty fucking sad to be honest) and talk shit. PEople who can be as old as fuck and have the attitude of a 14 year old, people who are more and more everywhere you go, people who fucking are stupid americans in teh purest sense. Its not cute or funny to be ignorant, its not cute or funny to get pissed off at peoplef or stupid little things, but alas its becoming more and more popular. They then start to go shifty eyed to everyone with a fucking nice tshirt and bam, youve got a party on your hands where teh chicken-n-a-biscuit crackers are replaced with guns, and one person is a fruitloop
anyways, now that ive vented on whats wrong with america today
for allen: taijutsu (NOT BUJINKAN as some people who fucking shit all over martial arts teh same way mma guys do, think) is a 'body art'
its fun because its not limited in scope as to what you can do.for example sure you could just buy a gun, but if you give an untrained dolt a gun, you get either 1.) a dead kid 2.) 2 dead kids 3.)a school of dead kids 4.) a dead dolt 5.)a weirdo who thinks they know shit about everything gun wise but in reality dont, but because they have a gun they feel secure in their psuedoknowledge. taijutsu is like that, why train a fucking moron how to punch and kick and basically get a cardio work out, when they wont know their ass froma hole in teh ground in a fight? Why give a bo to someone when they are just gonna beat themselves up with it doing techniques that aren't even real? taijutsu is a true budo art, and it isnt bogus to me because it includes all sorts of interesting things about life and how to live, how to think, how to walk, how to breathe, how to look at things, themes for life, themes for PROBLEMS IN YOUR PERSONAL LIFE.
budo ikkan (sp?)
....and no, just because you own a gun you are not safe, even if that lil piece of machined metal rests next to your lil head or under your pillow, youre still not safe...in the hands of a trained marksmen its an amazing tool taht gives life and death, in the hands of a goofy teenager its a release, in the hands of a paranoid adult, its a deadly trap (read a scary portion of hte population)
i love typos they are fun
girls are fucking hilarious because they are so simple in their mindset, I think joe and julius really hit it well wehn they talked about the modern woman.
GEEE BETHANY, LETS GO OUT AND SHOW OFF OUR BODIES WITH SKIMPY OUTIFITS...BUT DONT LET GUYS DISRESPECT YOUUUUUU, LIKE OK?
GEEEE BETHANY, LETS GO GET FUCKING WASTED AND THEN WONDER WHY GUYS THINK WERE EASY CUZ WE FUCKING MAKE OUT WITH 50 GUYS AND FUCK 3 AT A PARTYYYYY
GEEE BETHANNN-NAYYYYY LETS FUCKING LIKE GET SMART AND BE TRENDY AND LIKE TRY TO HOOK UP WITH PIECES OF SHIT THAT BEAT US AND WONDER WHY
NOBODY NICE WILL DATE USSS
GEEEEEE-YUHHHHH BETHAN-NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII LETS LIKE WONDER WHY GUYS THINK WERE EASY AND SHIT BECAUSE WEVE FUCKED LIKE 30
GEEE BETHANYYYY LETS LIKE GET UPSET WHEN OUR BFS GET MAD WHEN WE SAY WERE SENSITIVE ABOUT THE NUMBER OF GUYS WEVE SLEPT WITH AND HOW WE ONLY
SLEEP WITH SPECIAL PEOPLE, AND THEN FUCK PEOPLE WE DONT CARE ABOUT *GIGGLE* OR LIKE TOTALLY? LETS LIKE BE CATTY AND SHIT AND JOKE ABOUT HOW WED 'DO' GUYS BUT WE TOTALLY RESERVE SEX FOR PEOPLE WHO WE LOVE BECAUSE OF AFOREMENTIONED REASONSSSS
yea, sorry? but youre an idiot, a fucking idiot (well maybe a fucking idiot if youre easy too)
ill just study martial arts and watch the leaves fall cuz im easily entertained and stupid, oh yea and run on walls and pet my cats
"...and the gunslinger followed..."
man, he was a neo nazi hypocrit (supposedly) but part of me thinks that how so many schools are shot up is due mainly to our culture.
Our culture provides extreme pressure and strain on people to fit into preconceived models. I mean its not as bad say...japan or whatnot,
but we still have it. Another thing that really bothers me is that I've seen in my own home how down right HATEFUL and inconsiderate
people have become in school systems. I really don't like how people are obsessed with stupid shit like looks, getting drunk, smoking 'cigs' to be cool
fitting into cliques and being fucking losers in general. When I was growing up (read middle school) I hated all the popular fucktards
who fucking made fun of me. I had horrible acne, I looked like shit cuz i stayed up all night(from doing situps and pushups thinking people
would like me more if i was in shape, all that got me was a phys ed award in 8th grade), I had allergies, I was actually and technically
depressed due to a medicine that is now under a lawsuit b/c it destroys your bones, your mind, your chemical composition, and your skin.
All I did was play doom and listen to marilyn manson, nine inch nails, meat beat manifesto, kmfdm, and shoot guns every FRIDAY NIGHT. Thats
right I shot shit, played doom, and listened to 'anti god/america music'! When I got into highschool I was made fun of b/c i was into martial
arts as well as ran cross country.
How in gods name did I NOT shoot up a school? Videogames and 'anti god/america music'
It gave me a 'place' that wasn't accepted and normal, a haven, solice and solitude in the face of a life that was fucking pathetic compared to what all the other ignorant fucking losers were chasing to fit into their lame assed highschool cliques so they could have shit to talk about later on.
my mom asked me one time why i played videogames when i was at that age, and i said (i remember this because she brought it up recently)
"I have no real friends other than robert, so I make friends with characters in games"
pretty sad huh?
I didnt dust some of the fucking pieces of shit that probably deserve it (as they probably went on to rape girls, drink and get in fights with a single person when there are like 6 of them, or whatever else that a total fucking panty waste does).
I just 'kicked satan's ass for jesus' as robert and I Said to our youth minister (yea i was in church, oddly enough). My youth minister talked to us, listened to marilyn manson and what not with us, talked about how he used to be like us. It kinda made me feel like i had a home in church, so i went to church every wednesday up to early highschool.
Then all my friends did drugs, while i did martial arts and track, the end.
lol
But, I'm getting off topic with my stupid life lol, this kid bothers me because It seems to me that a new trend is starting in america with 'gothic' and 'punk' kids, the trend to 'be fucked up' and 'hate others' I mean I even read on some flash sight about how people thought
that they should make an 'anime style version of the colombine shooting, where dylan and whatshisdumbassface are the heroes'? fucking idiots
the stupid subculture that ddr's to lose weight, and talks about how sweet they are and how everyone else is stupid cuz they enjoy sports and meeting girls are just as fucking shitty as the those that obsess with said junk. Its so lame to me how IGNORANT PEOPLE CAN BE.
I mean i know im ignorant, but if I hate you, you deserve it because youve done something fucking retarded. I've got ex's who are so fucking
conceited and obsessed with impressing/self image, that they constantly transform themselves to wrap around the crowd and be 'in'. WTF? I've
got people I've hung out wiht that lie and cheat while bastardizing the parts of martial arts that I love running around in monroe with a fucking crooked smile...WTF AGAIN? See, people like this deserve distaste and to be openly mocked, because of OBVIOUS STUPID SHIT. IF YOU DRESS LIKE RONALD MCDONALD AND ACT LIKE A SLUT NOBODY WILL RESPECT YOU IN YOUR WORK ENVIRONMENT, DUH.
Its just amazing how people like this got this far, and how they will/can VOTE/RAISE THEIR VOICE (when it blends in nicely) TO COUNTER THE VOICE OF PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY THOUGHT ON THEIR OWN IDEAS AND THEN FOUND PEOPLE WHO THINK LIKE THEM
fucking idiots 'raising their fists in defiance'? give me a fucking break, more like voicing your pathetic opinion and using your stupid fucking journal to spread bullshit about people, and wonder why those that once mattered enjoy talking about your obvious flaws over a nice steak dinner (if you think youre at risk, its probably been done to you as well)
that is how school shootings start, when idiots convene, these idiots do shit to piss off people who are sensitive, or who just generally treat people like humans, and they cant figure out why the pieces of shit that 'pump their fists in totalitarian idiocy' make fun of them, so they get mad, they start to label the fucktards who go to clubs and parties and drink like its all that they fucking live for (which is pretty fucking sad to be honest) and talk shit. PEople who can be as old as fuck and have the attitude of a 14 year old, people who are more and more everywhere you go, people who fucking are stupid americans in teh purest sense. Its not cute or funny to be ignorant, its not cute or funny to get pissed off at peoplef or stupid little things, but alas its becoming more and more popular. They then start to go shifty eyed to everyone with a fucking nice tshirt and bam, youve got a party on your hands where teh chicken-n-a-biscuit crackers are replaced with guns, and one person is a fruitloop
anyways, now that ive vented on whats wrong with america today
for allen: taijutsu (NOT BUJINKAN as some people who fucking shit all over martial arts teh same way mma guys do, think) is a 'body art'
its fun because its not limited in scope as to what you can do.for example sure you could just buy a gun, but if you give an untrained dolt a gun, you get either 1.) a dead kid 2.) 2 dead kids 3.)a school of dead kids 4.) a dead dolt 5.)a weirdo who thinks they know shit about everything gun wise but in reality dont, but because they have a gun they feel secure in their psuedoknowledge. taijutsu is like that, why train a fucking moron how to punch and kick and basically get a cardio work out, when they wont know their ass froma hole in teh ground in a fight? Why give a bo to someone when they are just gonna beat themselves up with it doing techniques that aren't even real? taijutsu is a true budo art, and it isnt bogus to me because it includes all sorts of interesting things about life and how to live, how to think, how to walk, how to breathe, how to look at things, themes for life, themes for PROBLEMS IN YOUR PERSONAL LIFE.
budo ikkan (sp?)
....and no, just because you own a gun you are not safe, even if that lil piece of machined metal rests next to your lil head or under your pillow, youre still not safe...in the hands of a trained marksmen its an amazing tool taht gives life and death, in the hands of a goofy teenager its a release, in the hands of a paranoid adult, its a deadly trap (read a scary portion of hte population)
i love typos they are fun
girls are fucking hilarious because they are so simple in their mindset, I think joe and julius really hit it well wehn they talked about the modern woman.
GEEE BETHANY, LETS GO OUT AND SHOW OFF OUR BODIES WITH SKIMPY OUTIFITS...BUT DONT LET GUYS DISRESPECT YOUUUUUU, LIKE OK?
GEEEE BETHANY, LETS GO GET FUCKING WASTED AND THEN WONDER WHY GUYS THINK WERE EASY CUZ WE FUCKING MAKE OUT WITH 50 GUYS AND FUCK 3 AT A PARTYYYYY
GEEE BETHANNN-NAYYYYY LETS FUCKING LIKE GET SMART AND BE TRENDY AND LIKE TRY TO HOOK UP WITH PIECES OF SHIT THAT BEAT US AND WONDER WHY
NOBODY NICE WILL DATE USSS
GEEEEEE-YUHHHHH BETHAN-NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII LETS LIKE WONDER WHY GUYS THINK WERE EASY AND SHIT BECAUSE WEVE FUCKED LIKE 30
GEEE BETHANYYYY LETS LIKE GET UPSET WHEN OUR BFS GET MAD WHEN WE SAY WERE SENSITIVE ABOUT THE NUMBER OF GUYS WEVE SLEPT WITH AND HOW WE ONLY
SLEEP WITH SPECIAL PEOPLE, AND THEN FUCK PEOPLE WE DONT CARE ABOUT *GIGGLE* OR LIKE TOTALLY? LETS LIKE BE CATTY AND SHIT AND JOKE ABOUT HOW WED 'DO' GUYS BUT WE TOTALLY RESERVE SEX FOR PEOPLE WHO WE LOVE BECAUSE OF AFOREMENTIONED REASONSSSS
yea, sorry? but youre an idiot, a fucking idiot (well maybe a fucking idiot if youre easy too)
ill just study martial arts and watch the leaves fall cuz im easily entertained and stupid, oh yea and run on walls and pet my cats
"...and the gunslinger followed..."