Feb 23, 2010 23:42
Sore. That's my life for the next six months. Perpetual ache. My feet hurt. Ankles hurt. Calves, shins, knees, thighs, back, abs, shoulders, neck, arms... It all hurts.
i've been trying to do 2 a day workouts. Right. I can barely move. Tonight I slumped on the couch and used my pedal machine thing and it was literally all I could do. I don't do outside when it's cold. I thought i'd at least do elliptical and "bike" but it didn't happen. This morning was good but I betcha I don't get up early tomorrow.
Everyone keeps telling me to slow down. Ok but do you realize how soon six months is. If the speed of the last two is any indication, six months will feel like next week.
I know I won't be ready by then. But if I let myself believe that, I won't do anything. I want to do this. So I have to treat it like i'm going to do the one in scottsboro.
My dad told me 8 times to slow down. Some people told me to just forget about it. Just because i've never done it, doesn't mean I can't. Don't tell me no. I will bust hell wide open proving I can do whatever I want.