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Firstly, before you read this entry, read this.
www.intellectualwhores.com/masterladder.html
I want you to read to at least the fourth page, because it is the basis for my following comments.
So now that you're well-read, lets get down to me bitchin. Pretty much all I wanted to say was it is completely sad how hopeless and empty my ladder is. I wrote it down on a piece of paper to see if I could somehow reverse names and thus prove Dallas wrong. It is impossible in my current situation. So I was looking at who I could bump up due to the 30% that could in case be overbearing in my current state of sickening loneliness. Then I realized that not only was my ladder significantly smaller then that of a normal guy, but it was chucked full of impossibilities. In nearly ever case of the upper levels, the girls have the power position, and I am left to be their damn intellectual whores. I am a classic case of an Intellectual Whore and I never realized it until today. I guess this isn't exactly a normal circumstance for a 15 year old, but considering 4 out of the 6 girls on my list are older. Maybe I just have poor judgment. Oh well. I can't really change much. I don't have the mental power.
Oh well...goodnight.
www.intellectualwhores.com/masterladder.html
I want you to read to at least the fourth page, because it is the basis for my following comments.
So now that you're well-read, lets get down to me bitchin. Pretty much all I wanted to say was it is completely sad how hopeless and empty my ladder is. I wrote it down on a piece of paper to see if I could somehow reverse names and thus prove Dallas wrong. It is impossible in my current situation. So I was looking at who I could bump up due to the 30% that could in case be overbearing in my current state of sickening loneliness. Then I realized that not only was my ladder significantly smaller then that of a normal guy, but it was chucked full of impossibilities. In nearly ever case of the upper levels, the girls have the power position, and I am left to be their damn intellectual whores. I am a classic case of an Intellectual Whore and I never realized it until today. I guess this isn't exactly a normal circumstance for a 15 year old, but considering 4 out of the 6 girls on my list are older. Maybe I just have poor judgment. Oh well. I can't really change much. I don't have the mental power.
Oh well...goodnight.