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I hate when you're hella attracted to someone but since they're your friend you like...start sabotaging your self-esteem to make things feel less plausible thus making things easier to handle but in doing this you also start destroying your conversational habbits with the person and also blow every mistake around them over proportion making yourself feel worse then expected. It makes one feel the emotional size of a crayon.
In other words
I need to find a girl to replace Anike and Urte.
Or else I will explode.
I also hate when you're out and you recognize someone but they're with their friends so you don't want to talk to them because that makes you nervous and later on they're like "Why didn't you talk to me? Are you mad at me?" and I'll be all "No...I just figured you were busy." and then they get mad.
AND...most of all. I hate when people you know meet one of your friends and they don't realize that they both know you until the one you know says something about you. Then they get all excited and decide to call you at 1 AM and bug you when you're trying to sleep. Goodnight all.
In other words
I need to find a girl to replace Anike and Urte.
Or else I will explode.
I also hate when you're out and you recognize someone but they're with their friends so you don't want to talk to them because that makes you nervous and later on they're like "Why didn't you talk to me? Are you mad at me?" and I'll be all "No...I just figured you were busy." and then they get mad.
AND...most of all. I hate when people you know meet one of your friends and they don't realize that they both know you until the one you know says something about you. Then they get all excited and decide to call you at 1 AM and bug you when you're trying to sleep. Goodnight all.