pass me another one
ahhh!!!! fuck shit.
ugghhhh. i can get over it. no i fucking can't!!! okay fuck it. frustration. you know, same old shit it's really nothing. i'm just feeling trapped, isolated, not physically... but yes also physically.. also from the other ones. it's come down to this. i can't do that simple thing. That, what is so easy for everyone. THIS IS A WEAK SHALLOW CRY. i am thoroughly upset with myself in this light in many ways. it just doesn't work. i can't work with people this way. i have it on my mind, not always serious or deep, but sometimes shallow bullshit that everyone has, and it doesn't make sense. why the fuck do i have to deal with my Self in this way. I can't work it out to be successful. it will never happen. that is the conclusion, i am too far away from it all for anything to ever connect and work out. the way that my mind works is not acceptable at this level to anyone. sure sure, it works meagerly, but not enough. i can get by decently, but fuck, i'm screwed. just straight up realizing it, fuck. never. there is no future. honesty. i broke is my explanation for this and i don't give a damn.
ugghhhh. i can get over it. no i fucking can't!!! okay fuck it. frustration. you know, same old shit it's really nothing. i'm just feeling trapped, isolated, not physically... but yes also physically.. also from the other ones. it's come down to this. i can't do that simple thing. That, what is so easy for everyone. THIS IS A WEAK SHALLOW CRY. i am thoroughly upset with myself in this light in many ways. it just doesn't work. i can't work with people this way. i have it on my mind, not always serious or deep, but sometimes shallow bullshit that everyone has, and it doesn't make sense. why the fuck do i have to deal with my Self in this way. I can't work it out to be successful. it will never happen. that is the conclusion, i am too far away from it all for anything to ever connect and work out. the way that my mind works is not acceptable at this level to anyone. sure sure, it works meagerly, but not enough. i can get by decently, but fuck, i'm screwed. just straight up realizing it, fuck. never. there is no future. honesty. i broke is my explanation for this and i don't give a damn.