damn this days is no fun
so i know i haven't written a lot, i feel that i lot has happened but it's very confidential. umm let's see, man even my private life seems like a secret. maybe i'll feel more comfortable about sharing later. i mean i am both happy and sad and confused all at the same time. different parts of my life conflict in my head. hmm maybe i'll make some more publicity stuff and then...i dunno, i have all my shit done. i hate being on top of things! not really.