happy birthday to me
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
So....
I went to church yesterday and there were two AMAZING talks...one about obedience and one about faith. Dane quoted this amazing scrupture in Ether chapter 12 that was something along the lines of don't lack faith because you cannot see...have faith first and then see or something really sweet like that...it was a lot cooler than that and it comforted me and i wanted casey to know it because I liked it a lot. I was also reading yesterday in Alma chapter 5 and there was a verse in there too about how we never know when we are going to die so we had better repent now and all of that, it just reminded me of why i started going back to church in the first place.
As far as not talking to Casey goes right now...I miss him a lot. I still have his tee shirt on my bed and I try to not cuddle it too much because I am afraid that it will stop smelling like him if i smother it too much. It smells a lot more like him than the sweatshirt does. (it smells soooo rank in here right now and i do not know why...side note) Casey was going to take me out to dinner today for my birthday but I decided that I would go out with my family instead. I just really want to be around my family right now and also i feel bad that Casey is spending so much money on me. He is right...I am kind of taking him for granted right now and I don't want to do that. I feel like if I let him take me out for my birthday it would be unfair to him and I know that he is not in the best financial situation right now so I don't want him to spend any more money on me.
RANDOM birthday so far!!!
So...i went to sleep last night at like 11 or so...then I get this call from a totally random number at like 0230 and I am like whaaa...so I don't answer it because I don't even know the number. So he leaves a message and turns out it is this guy that Genna knows that we saw at the bar the other night and Genna offered our futon to him because apparently he is living out of his van at the moment....this was like Friday night she offered and he calls me on sunday night/monday morning? weird ...so apparently Genna gave him my number...anyway I called him back because I don't want him to sleep in a van all night! and i let him sleep on our futon...it was so random though..he didn't leave until like noon today and he is kind of a weird fella...he has a handlebar mustache!!! and a sleeve tattoo of a robot shooting lazers out of its eyes at an octopus, weird right?
Vince stopped by and gave me a cupcake that was nice of him
I am supposed to hang out with tanya sometime today but can't geta hold of her again...so basically right now i am just hanging out with Genna and waiting for tanya or my mom to call me back...
thats my birthday so far
So....
I went to church yesterday and there were two AMAZING talks...one about obedience and one about faith. Dane quoted this amazing scrupture in Ether chapter 12 that was something along the lines of don't lack faith because you cannot see...have faith first and then see or something really sweet like that...it was a lot cooler than that and it comforted me and i wanted casey to know it because I liked it a lot. I was also reading yesterday in Alma chapter 5 and there was a verse in there too about how we never know when we are going to die so we had better repent now and all of that, it just reminded me of why i started going back to church in the first place.
As far as not talking to Casey goes right now...I miss him a lot. I still have his tee shirt on my bed and I try to not cuddle it too much because I am afraid that it will stop smelling like him if i smother it too much. It smells a lot more like him than the sweatshirt does. (it smells soooo rank in here right now and i do not know why...side note) Casey was going to take me out to dinner today for my birthday but I decided that I would go out with my family instead. I just really want to be around my family right now and also i feel bad that Casey is spending so much money on me. He is right...I am kind of taking him for granted right now and I don't want to do that. I feel like if I let him take me out for my birthday it would be unfair to him and I know that he is not in the best financial situation right now so I don't want him to spend any more money on me.
RANDOM birthday so far!!!
So...i went to sleep last night at like 11 or so...then I get this call from a totally random number at like 0230 and I am like whaaa...so I don't answer it because I don't even know the number. So he leaves a message and turns out it is this guy that Genna knows that we saw at the bar the other night and Genna offered our futon to him because apparently he is living out of his van at the moment....this was like Friday night she offered and he calls me on sunday night/monday morning? weird ...so apparently Genna gave him my number...anyway I called him back because I don't want him to sleep in a van all night! and i let him sleep on our futon...it was so random though..he didn't leave until like noon today and he is kind of a weird fella...he has a handlebar mustache!!! and a sleeve tattoo of a robot shooting lazers out of its eyes at an octopus, weird right?
Vince stopped by and gave me a cupcake that was nice of him
I am supposed to hang out with tanya sometime today but can't geta hold of her again...so basically right now i am just hanging out with Genna and waiting for tanya or my mom to call me back...
thats my birthday so far