Update of the weekend
So basically I went out last night again and....ohhhh man
apparently when I was at Wall st. last night some of my little church buddies (namely Vince, Andy, and Tanya) saw me....Vince said I 'looked drunk' which is SO freaking ridiculous because I didn't even drink last night really! I had one cocktail and it was later on in the night and it was not at Wall so when they saw me I was completely sober...that is so freakin' stupid! That just proves that I can not have both worlds, I have to have one or the other ... wow I feel like a pretty big idiot right now. woah.....
Aside from that I am still pretty confused, as usual about my whole situation. I do like being able to go out and have fun but I know that is going to get old PRETTY quick...living for the weekend isn't exactly my cup of tea if ya know what I mean. I do love church I just get so irritated sometimes with the people that go there. Don't get me wrong I LOVE their innocence at times but other times, like today, i am so irritated that they would just assume I was drunk because they saw me at a bar and act like I was a bad person because of it....UGH...anyway..that's all for now and ...I got an IPOD from Casey so I am going to go for a run now and then go over to Kates house with Tanya to hang out for a while and straighten my shit out..then I am hanging out with Genna again...whatever!
apparently when I was at Wall st. last night some of my little church buddies (namely Vince, Andy, and Tanya) saw me....Vince said I 'looked drunk' which is SO freaking ridiculous because I didn't even drink last night really! I had one cocktail and it was later on in the night and it was not at Wall so when they saw me I was completely sober...that is so freakin' stupid! That just proves that I can not have both worlds, I have to have one or the other ... wow I feel like a pretty big idiot right now. woah.....
Aside from that I am still pretty confused, as usual about my whole situation. I do like being able to go out and have fun but I know that is going to get old PRETTY quick...living for the weekend isn't exactly my cup of tea if ya know what I mean. I do love church I just get so irritated sometimes with the people that go there. Don't get me wrong I LOVE their innocence at times but other times, like today, i am so irritated that they would just assume I was drunk because they saw me at a bar and act like I was a bad person because of it....UGH...anyway..that's all for now and ...I got an IPOD from Casey so I am going to go for a run now and then go over to Kates house with Tanya to hang out for a while and straighten my shit out..then I am hanging out with Genna again...whatever!