i have been up all night thinking and i still have no answers...

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its funny how you think that you are doing better and then you think you might be moving on you have interested in you guys at work giving you their number customers leaving you their numbers... then you hear that he has a date and you wonder why does that hurt so much... you wonder how he moved on sooo quickly how did it come to pass that you meant nothing to him... especially when he meant the world to you... it all sucks and hurts but i dont have any tears left to cry so now i just sit and relive everything from our first date to our first kiss to the first time he said i love you to the first time he made me cry to the first time my heart really broke and my world stopped... i just cant help but wonder how did i get here. things were so good for so long and i just cant pin point the time when things turned around... oh well i guess i may never know
in the words of meridith "pick me choose me love me" i just dont know why he couldnt

on another note i need to find a date for a wedding i am going to... correy told me to just go a little lesbian and take erin but i dont know it would be nice to have a real date...