I-- just-- um-- GUH
M-my baby sister Crystal is in the hospital having her baby.
I finally made myself call her and leave an EXTREMELY INCOHERENT and rambly message on her voice mail because I completely fail as a big sister and couldn't make myself call her earlier. I was afraid I'd lecture her or make her feel bad about her decision and I couldn't handle that because I'm a wuss and I suck. I should have been there for her this whole time but I was too much of a coward and a weakling to get over myself.
But anyway.
I'M GOING TO BE AN AUNTIE AYHGIJDAKLDSFKJAFAS
I can't stop shaking.
I finally made myself call her and leave an EXTREMELY INCOHERENT and rambly message on her voice mail because I completely fail as a big sister and couldn't make myself call her earlier. I was afraid I'd lecture her or make her feel bad about her decision and I couldn't handle that because I'm a wuss and I suck. I should have been there for her this whole time but I was too much of a coward and a weakling to get over myself.
But anyway.
I'M GOING TO BE AN AUNTIE AYHGIJDAKLDSFKJAFAS
I can't stop shaking.