May 02, 2005 20:11
i want my life to be over. i want to rewind to when i was an innocent little child in elementary school. before i made stupid decisions and became fat.
my mom told me tonight that i have a serious weight problem and i need to start working on it tomorrow because if i dont she's afraid ill have health/weight issues for the rest of my life. the last words she said to me at the dinner table before i got up and left were "i'm your mom and i'm telling you, you need to lose weight"
my eyes are numb and puffy from crying