wishing you were here to see the smile on my face

[emotioneyes]

things are ok....... work made me so fucking sore. it hurts. tonight i am going bowling. should be fun. started to think about old friends last night with a discussion with matt. i miss them. but then again i realized how much different we are and shit and how i never realized what they can really be like or me at that. so i guess its better. but now im afraid to look for new friends(girls) because im afraid they will be like the old ones.

need help