Jul 24, 2005 16:19
So, I suppose this is where I come on and tell everyone that I'm fine and dandy, complete again..
But I'm not sure that's the case. I feel so much better, happier that Josh and I are back together, believe me, I wouldn't trade it for the world.
I know my entire family, and probably my friends, are worried. The fact that I could be so heartbroken one day, and forgotten about it the next..Dont worry, guys. Heh. I haven't forgotten. The last time this happened with Josh and I, I was..er..Upset about it for a couple months. The hurt is still there, believe me..But the fact that he's trying to make it better, and he's still with me, helps a lot. I'm being careful, cautious, as to not jump whole heartedly into the situation, but...it would help if he didnt have it already, right?
lol
Well, I am happy, and I am better, and thanks to everyone who helped me through it..because you guys are lifesavers..
Namely:
- JONATHAN. My Clyde..he was the one who helped me out, almost the most. And I love and thank him for that.
-Ashley
-Lauren
-Michelle
-Kristin
-Kristyn
-Jerry
-Matt
-Chris
-Mike
-Rich
-My aunt Amy
-My grandmom
-Ryan
...They all played some sort of huge part in me not losing myself, losing help..and I just want to thank them...because I wouldn't be here without you's.
Anyway, I'm better, and I'm back..I'm gunna go to school, probably starting August 8. heh. A rush, I know.
Now, I'm going to go eat dinner and stuff. I'll update later maybe?