Its like a needle to the vein

[emoshunnalxs]

Im referring to an unfamiliar feeling. You get it from your family or your friends. Its called love. I havent had many friends in my life and no family to give me that feeling of belonging. I met someone who could give me that thing ive never felt before. Today was her birthday. so i went to her house today and we went to pf changs and had chinese

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[redd_devil]

aww babe i didnt know you broke that necklace on purpose...i am really sorry about being suspicious about that mark, but you know why i worry so much about things like that. i dont trust people, at all, and my mind finds a way to make things seem like something big when it may not be. i have just been so blind in the past, and then when i started to figure out whats going on everything a little bit odd started to turn into a sign of something going wrong, and unfortunately i think i will be have that mentality stuck with me forever. since all my real relationships have been totally fucked up, i dont know what else to expect, i really dont. so dont mind me if i get depressive about little things i take the wrong way...i get over it eventually.