Hmm..i haven't written here in a while...It seems like years heh.I was to the point of getting upset just about now but then decided it wasn't worth it and to better myself.I miss my girlfriend, alot.Wednesday i'm leaving for puerto rico, 6 days niggerrr.heh.i can't wait it's going to be a blast.My mother wants to do my hair.I dont know,ill let her ( Read more... )

I don't have much to write about, well maybe i do, i just can't seem to get the words out of my head correctly.I am a wreck and i haven't a clue of how to deal with myself.I'm becomming anorexic, and bulimic.It is sickening i know, but I just can't take it.I can't look into the mirror without turning away.I'm horrid, ugly, and fat.I want to become ( Read more... )

Oh fuck!Less than a month until school.I'm not to siked for that but hey what can you do.I think I have decided to go to work again, after about 3 months off.I don't know, i have become lazy and almost mindless.I have a headache now and it's not planning on going away any time soon.So i'll probably take some tylenol.I miss my ex, so much, but i ( Read more... )