My Heart is Broken
My heart is broken
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow's hold
(Over my heart).
omg. they traded brandon and artem for shit...horriable awful columbus blue jackets shit. I cried so hard in the car driving home, i dont even know. i just dont know. i feel so betrayed and hurt. i knew it was way too quiet that they were being too careful. but i didnt think it would cost me two of my favorite things. my head hurts so much. i threw up in the drive way i had been crying so hard. an dnow Thor has decided to gift me with a huge lightening storm. thanks so much universe thanks . ruined a wonderful day i had with Hilary. well i guess i cant let it can i? i had a wonderful day. these are just things right? ugh kate is so upset, brandy was her favorite. im glad we can get drunk together in just TWO DAYS. that will make it better.
i knew this was coming but i had hoped if i ignored it it wouldnt happen. but it did. and im so so sorry babies. you deserve soooo much better. not shitty columbus. what a mother fuckign waste.
artem; start screaming, claw kick bite whatever but GO HOME. Russia would be so much better for you. go home and help rebuild Lokomotive. Just go home. find you way out and fast. dont show up break your contract whatever it fucking takes but dont leave russia. stay in the khl with me.
brandon: i have loved you so long. so long. julia said losing you is like loosing one of our best friends. she was right. i feel like i know you personally we've been together so long. we will mourn you. many of the loyals will. a ranger true blue and forever. try your best to escape. or fail the physical. that would work too . just dont get stuck there. get a one year deal and next year COME HOME. or go somwhere where you will be better used. i love you. always will. you will be missed so much my big brown eyed problem child.
i love both of you. and im sorry. soo soo sorry. about a lot. but mostly you guys.
Sweet sleep, my dark angel
Deliver us from sorrow's hold
(Over my heart).
omg. they traded brandon and artem for shit...horriable awful columbus blue jackets shit. I cried so hard in the car driving home, i dont even know. i just dont know. i feel so betrayed and hurt. i knew it was way too quiet that they were being too careful. but i didnt think it would cost me two of my favorite things. my head hurts so much. i threw up in the drive way i had been crying so hard. an dnow Thor has decided to gift me with a huge lightening storm. thanks so much universe thanks . ruined a wonderful day i had with Hilary. well i guess i cant let it can i? i had a wonderful day. these are just things right? ugh kate is so upset, brandy was her favorite. im glad we can get drunk together in just TWO DAYS. that will make it better.
i knew this was coming but i had hoped if i ignored it it wouldnt happen. but it did. and im so so sorry babies. you deserve soooo much better. not shitty columbus. what a mother fuckign waste.
artem; start screaming, claw kick bite whatever but GO HOME. Russia would be so much better for you. go home and help rebuild Lokomotive. Just go home. find you way out and fast. dont show up break your contract whatever it fucking takes but dont leave russia. stay in the khl with me.
brandon: i have loved you so long. so long. julia said losing you is like loosing one of our best friends. she was right. i feel like i know you personally we've been together so long. we will mourn you. many of the loyals will. a ranger true blue and forever. try your best to escape. or fail the physical. that would work too . just dont get stuck there. get a one year deal and next year COME HOME. or go somwhere where you will be better used. i love you. always will. you will be missed so much my big brown eyed problem child.
i love both of you. and im sorry. soo soo sorry. about a lot. but mostly you guys.