It's only 40 miles down some road before you can run away from everything.

[emopapapotamus]

After doing some thinking and talking with friends, I've decided to make a positive change in life. Maybe the reason that I would get such varying degrees in my moods was because of the things that I was doing to my body. Pot and alcohol are fun things to mess around with, but after awhile, you just get sick of it. You reach a point where you want

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[parks864]

you cant go in a new direction because you dont drink. you have never been an alcoholic, you werent drunk all day everyday. your life will not be much different unless you make changes that motivate you to do something with you life. im not even fighting this because i advocate drinking but just because you dont drink doesnt mean you will all of a sudden be guided and follow a new direction. you are very young, i know many people who drank often as young adults and eventually grew out of it and became very successful. My father being one of them along with just about every college/business man ive ever met.the alcohol didnt help them but it let them have fun times and be stupid and make mistakes so they wont make them when they matter more. alcohol and new patterents of thinking have nothing to do with each other. you have time to think about whatever you want every second of the day. You still have much to learn and i hope you do become successful with whatever you aspire to do. the biggest thing about not drinking is health man, not thought patterns. im glad you dont drink because your liver will be healthier along with all of your body. thats what you should tie together, health and the alcohol, not anything else man.
my advice: go read some fucking books and listen to Morrissey or something, haha
this is too long, i didnt even re read it but fuck off anyway, greg you tight

[emopapapotamus]

I do think that there will be positive changes with cutting back. I don't think that I'm going to quit but I'm at least going to slow down. Drinking and drugs became more important than being honest with my family. That's just some of the patterns that I was talking about. I'm going to be more honest now with my family because I won't have to lie and say that I'm going to go see a movie or some shit. Remaining even more honest is going to cause me to lead my life into a new direction, not just cutting out the alcohol.