You
Right now... I feel like Scorpion, and my hellspawn body is being shredded by the purity of the heavens.... I am so numb, I do not know how else to express myself...
There are so many things I want and eventually have to say to you.... None of which would be offensive... atleast I wouldn't take offense to it... besides that.... my heart is in so much pain right now.... I have not felt this way for the longest time.... I am so weak even though I preach strength... and how I have deepened scars to protect me through this... its not that I lied... but simply the scars have reopened.... and instead of protecting me, they are simply doing double-damage....
I feel my soul fade.... my very existence become pointless....
I drive myself to this..... I choose the wrong ones...... I am a fool, I know all this, yet embrace the fact..... Tommorrow is another day.... another day where I become more irrelevant to you... and am placed in more pain than the day before..... I was not ready for this abrupt change.... and I fall very hard this time..... and who knows how many bones I may break....
I love all who matter to me...... you know who you are......
There are so many things I want and eventually have to say to you.... None of which would be offensive... atleast I wouldn't take offense to it... besides that.... my heart is in so much pain right now.... I have not felt this way for the longest time.... I am so weak even though I preach strength... and how I have deepened scars to protect me through this... its not that I lied... but simply the scars have reopened.... and instead of protecting me, they are simply doing double-damage....
I feel my soul fade.... my very existence become pointless....
I drive myself to this..... I choose the wrong ones...... I am a fool, I know all this, yet embrace the fact..... Tommorrow is another day.... another day where I become more irrelevant to you... and am placed in more pain than the day before..... I was not ready for this abrupt change.... and I fall very hard this time..... and who knows how many bones I may break....
I love all who matter to me...... you know who you are......