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Emotions rain down....
My mind is in a seemingly unstoppable spin.... I felt short of breath the other night... this is overwhelming me... why can't I just take in the dark side... and lose care and love.... Something is forcing me to fight it... but what... my mind has been an emotional wreck and struggle since you came into my life.... and I know this one will end in the worst pain........... I am losing this war.... I have lost many battles.... forfeiting would be nice... but reinforcements... will not allow it... but where do they come from.... I also want to speak more.... but another part of me fights that... I am in the center... oppressed by myself..... I don't want to win.... I just want the end.....
My mind is in a seemingly unstoppable spin.... I felt short of breath the other night... this is overwhelming me... why can't I just take in the dark side... and lose care and love.... Something is forcing me to fight it... but what... my mind has been an emotional wreck and struggle since you came into my life.... and I know this one will end in the worst pain........... I am losing this war.... I have lost many battles.... forfeiting would be nice... but reinforcements... will not allow it... but where do they come from.... I also want to speak more.... but another part of me fights that... I am in the center... oppressed by myself..... I don't want to win.... I just want the end.....