Will it be okay?
A list of things that grieve me lately:
Wish me luck.
- I cant drive (still, its been 2 years)
- I am failing at school (nothing new)
- I am in love again (NOT a good thing, give it a few more months)
- Every one of my friends has a significant other (all the bois from the krew)
- I have been skipping
- I am fat
- I am unattractive (as stated above)
- I will not gradute high school (on time)
- I can't get a job until I drive (see above)
- I can't sleep at night
- My friends wouldnt care (even if they knew)
- I have nowhere to go in life past the next year (besides the obvious alternative)
- My family/name dwindles by a thread
- My grandma's health is deteriorating (along with my patience to deal with it)
- I lack a past (it is blocked out of my memory as a coping skill)
- I certainly have no future (as stated above)
Wish me luck.