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I have a lot on my mind.
But, one thing I will say is that for the past week I have been waking up and I have been genuinely happy. For the past few months I've been burying myself in books and booze, trying to escape the reality that I was miserable. You see, despite the fact that I have a lot of friends, I felt that there was something missing, and I felt incredibly alone.
Now I can't stop smiling, and laughing. It's a wonderful feeling. I just worry if this change in me will hurt other people. But, sometimes we need to be selfish. And god, I need to be. I want this feeling to last so badly.
But, one thing I will say is that for the past week I have been waking up and I have been genuinely happy. For the past few months I've been burying myself in books and booze, trying to escape the reality that I was miserable. You see, despite the fact that I have a lot of friends, I felt that there was something missing, and I felt incredibly alone.
Now I can't stop smiling, and laughing. It's a wonderful feeling. I just worry if this change in me will hurt other people. But, sometimes we need to be selfish. And god, I need to be. I want this feeling to last so badly.