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[emogirlsdontcry]

yeah, so i have a fear of rejection..and a also a fear of asking for something i really need(surprise)..like a hug or whatever. i am just feeling really down and lonely. i needed a friend and he pushed me away. i know, on my part, it was a funny way for asking for affection. i didnt know why i acted like i did..but (actually, now i do..its

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[kfirefairy]

Hey Ash,

Last night was awesome! Walmart and Applebees gotta love it. And hot waiters! Hell yes and he did have a nice ass, thank you for pointing that out, lol. Hey girl, don't worry about things so much ok. I'm going to tell you something that you'll think is so cliche but I believe it to the fullest extent. Everything happens for a reason.(No Really, i see you, don't you roll your eyes at me!)LOL. I do believe that. Thats why i'm at URI and not NYU, thats why I'm on my own and not with PJ, I could go on. Don't think on it too much. Let it take it's own course and see what happens. Really, well i'll see you later. Bye!

[emogirlsdontcry]

we should go out again sometime...haha ...nooo i didnt roll my eyes....ummm ..hah lata!

[mybrokensmiles]

awww ash my baby! i'm so glad you figured this thing out, and you know what? you'll get through this, dont even worry about it. i'm always here for oyu no matter what, you know that, and even if i dont have big, muscle-y arms, i'll hug you. i know it wont be the same, but i'll still do it. as i said, you are the best thing thats happened to me here. and dont forget it!

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[emogirlsdontcry]

heh, thank you!