every tear i cry is another scar i take
i haven't really written much in this, except when i was really upset. i just went through some of my past journal entries and they all make me feel like it's just time for me to die. i won't. i've been through more than you can ever imagine. i'm a 16 yr old, i want the lifestyle but i don't have it. i grew up with more on my shoulders than the next. i won't say that i struggled more than the next person because i probably don't know you, but all i can say is that i had my fair share of tears and pain. half of it hasn't ended..i can't run from my past, only try to repair my mistakes.