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ok, fuck boys, i'm through!
some people can be in a relationship and i can gracefully accept the fact that i can not be one of those people.
but everytime i like some1, they somehow find out and then run for the fuckin hill! am i that bad of a person?
oh well w/e, i have more to do in my life, anyway, and i'm gonna live it until i get sick of living and beg for the good lord to take me home...yes i am
my weekend was ok, nothing great but it was awesome since i got to see my bro James and then me, mom dad, jwd3 (my bro), trevon(my bad ass nephew), and mark (my dad's best friend) went to my other brother, Lonnie's house. It was so cute b/c all of my dad's kids were there: Lonnie, Donnie (they're twins), James, Sacreda (a.k.a. Samone) and I were all there and we all hung out together. My brothers are really protective about me. Donnie told me any guy that hurts me, he'll castrate him...WITH BARBED WIRE!!! and i told him, that won't be an issue b/c...i'm on hiatus! i couldn't get a guy unless i changed my entire image...and now i'm contradicting myself b/c i usually like who i am and i accept the fact that i hate change and i seldomly won't... the bbq was boring b/c all they played was rap, smoked weed, played dominos, and rolled dice, and i swear, i've never heard anyone say "nigga" or "mutherfucka" so many times in my life, i mean....damn. i left the house like 4x time and sat in the car b/c i couldn't bear it.
my depression stage is over and i'm off of the codine (see? i did something good)
on the way home we helped a woman who was leaving her abusinve husband get gas so she could get to her mother's house, or so she claims, and she even mentioned jesus a million times, so it only seemed fittin to help her out
but friday me and trent kinda had a fight and i cried about it in the jeep when i left lonnies house...b/c he was wrong, about everything b/c who is he to tell me what i should and should not do about my "love" life? if i don't want 1, then dammit don't talk to me about it. the fact that he talks about mira so much makes me sick and i know they're in love, it's just i don't need him rubbing it in my face b/c sometimes it makes me jealous, and i usually never get jealous. they have something i want: some1 to like me for me. they are just so cute together, it sickens me...oh well. i g2g and eat something, but if ya wanna talk to me, drop me a line.
<3 lots of love, hugs, hot sex and cookies
some people can be in a relationship and i can gracefully accept the fact that i can not be one of those people.
but everytime i like some1, they somehow find out and then run for the fuckin hill! am i that bad of a person?
oh well w/e, i have more to do in my life, anyway, and i'm gonna live it until i get sick of living and beg for the good lord to take me home...yes i am
my weekend was ok, nothing great but it was awesome since i got to see my bro James and then me, mom dad, jwd3 (my bro), trevon(my bad ass nephew), and mark (my dad's best friend) went to my other brother, Lonnie's house. It was so cute b/c all of my dad's kids were there: Lonnie, Donnie (they're twins), James, Sacreda (a.k.a. Samone) and I were all there and we all hung out together. My brothers are really protective about me. Donnie told me any guy that hurts me, he'll castrate him...WITH BARBED WIRE!!! and i told him, that won't be an issue b/c...i'm on hiatus! i couldn't get a guy unless i changed my entire image...and now i'm contradicting myself b/c i usually like who i am and i accept the fact that i hate change and i seldomly won't... the bbq was boring b/c all they played was rap, smoked weed, played dominos, and rolled dice, and i swear, i've never heard anyone say "nigga" or "mutherfucka" so many times in my life, i mean....damn. i left the house like 4x time and sat in the car b/c i couldn't bear it.
my depression stage is over and i'm off of the codine (see? i did something good)
on the way home we helped a woman who was leaving her abusinve husband get gas so she could get to her mother's house, or so she claims, and she even mentioned jesus a million times, so it only seemed fittin to help her out
but friday me and trent kinda had a fight and i cried about it in the jeep when i left lonnies house...b/c he was wrong, about everything b/c who is he to tell me what i should and should not do about my "love" life? if i don't want 1, then dammit don't talk to me about it. the fact that he talks about mira so much makes me sick and i know they're in love, it's just i don't need him rubbing it in my face b/c sometimes it makes me jealous, and i usually never get jealous. they have something i want: some1 to like me for me. they are just so cute together, it sickens me...oh well. i g2g and eat something, but if ya wanna talk to me, drop me a line.
<3 lots of love, hugs, hot sex and cookies