if i died each time i was hurt by some1 i loved...
hiatus: good so far
boys: still hate them
girls: more and more like sisters everyday
life: sucks
health: i feel like i'm gonna puke
plans: ...too much to do, and so little time
4/8: retreat...we had workshops
i went to all of the female ones, of course (why i dunno, i got lost) but i actually learned something today and just made my hiatus even better!
i ate lunch with adam, which was kinda boring...that could be a sign, but i dunno, we're gonna hang out with some other ppl next saturday and i'll let ya know how that goes
i haven't talked to dustin yet, nor do i really intend to. if he calls...he calls and i will not answer it.
i'm happy now and i might not need him afterall...gimme a few days, i really dunno, but i'm in pure enlightenment, until i go shopping, then i get sick lol <3
lots of love, hugs and sex <3
ps: i don't wanna fal in love anymore...it makes ppl look like obsessed, blind fools and it's scary. if i do end up single, it will not surprise me and it could be for the best, there are some people that are meant to be in love and some that are not and i can accept the fact that i'm not 1 to fall in love with some1, i'm fine with that, no worried.
boys: still hate them
girls: more and more like sisters everyday
life: sucks
health: i feel like i'm gonna puke
plans: ...too much to do, and so little time
4/8: retreat...we had workshops
i went to all of the female ones, of course (why i dunno, i got lost) but i actually learned something today and just made my hiatus even better!
i ate lunch with adam, which was kinda boring...that could be a sign, but i dunno, we're gonna hang out with some other ppl next saturday and i'll let ya know how that goes
i haven't talked to dustin yet, nor do i really intend to. if he calls...he calls and i will not answer it.
i'm happy now and i might not need him afterall...gimme a few days, i really dunno, but i'm in pure enlightenment, until i go shopping, then i get sick lol <3
lots of love, hugs and sex <3
ps: i don't wanna fal in love anymore...it makes ppl look like obsessed, blind fools and it's scary. if i do end up single, it will not surprise me and it could be for the best, there are some people that are meant to be in love and some that are not and i can accept the fact that i'm not 1 to fall in love with some1, i'm fine with that, no worried.