Dec 30, 2003 22:03
well as the earlier journal entry I made said I am alone in this puthetic state called "Utah" were fun never happens nemore I called home 2 Utah cause I need the love of my mother 2 save me from crashing down in my head mentally!
sadly I think fucken Tom is talking to Michelle when I fucken specifically said wednsday I hope today's wendsday... :)
well yea miss home every1 there and I just realized I only have 2 true friends which I can act with in a normal way :(
d.j. and cary and d.j. still hasn't written back *tear* well I guess I was just destined to be alone or so this life of mine shows me right now... :(
well all I ate 2day was 3 freaken pieces of like 5 inch chicken legs it's complete bullshit I think I am gonna fucken die of starvation cause I have a huge fucken headache! well cary write's that's good but still I need d.j. because he's the only one who can truly help me be content with this world of mine now. SO D.J. maybe by the time you read this I will already have solved these issues of mine but if not please help cause I don't want stupid fucken drug's help me solve my problem's *tears*
well yea I guess I will just ignore the world till I can go back 2 my true home in Cali. So till then D.J. I long for your companionship and I hope everything is well with you. :)
So till we talk again D.J. I hope you'r life goes great
and just wanted 2 say merry christmas dude and tell me did you get your ETID c.d. back yet?.... :) well yea till me meet again my faithful friend.
-Kirby , Larry