A day without SERENITY
2day really sucked a stupid ass kid known as my step bro joshua or whatever was being a fag and kept putting his feet on me so I got pissed off and punched his fucken feet cause he wouldn't leave me alone! My dad say's that I should tell him when they do this bullshit 2 me but he doesn't do nething at all and fucking hackers keep trying 2 get in this god damn computer... A POEM TO ALL FRIENDS OF MINE : I remember a friend I had his name was Mark. He left my school and ignited a spark. This spark within me hurts and burns for someone's company I tediously yearn. I am bored and tired I have no friends looks like the fun has come 2 an end. I haven't eaten good food in days I wish my mom were here 2day. school was fun and school was cool however it sucked when I was busted for being the fool. I am sad lonely and unfree this chains of loneliness forever hold on 2 me. I miss d.j. he was great his wisdom was something all could appreciate. and my friend cary fun and great face her in snowboarding and she'll dominate! memories of life yet 2 come but with them comes fear that makes me want 2 run. I wish life would be more clear to me instead all I know is that we will all end up in a cementary. anger and rage is all I hold but I must be strong and must be bold. I wish my life were better than now I need a friend 2 calm me down. a friend I need a friend I want one to tell every secret I've got! I was once happy and not afraid but now the darkness consumes me all day. I wish life was easy I wish life was nice but 2 me happiness comes like rice, small and insignificant that is true I wish the happy moments came 2 me like they come 2 you. I am alone w/ 3 small chicken sticks in my heart I think my life is like a bad case of having to fart :) ha that was funny... well sums it all up my life's a bore I feel like a god damned hore! no1 2 talk 2 makes me sad I never even get 2 bond w/ my dad. :( now I wish for my friends in cali the ones that made me glad and crazy but happiness always comes to an end so till then goodbye my friend.
-kirby , larry