Another nite...
well last nite i was prepared to be straight edge & all that. i even drew an x on my hand and everything... i hung out with some ppl & didnt drink or anything like that. so i was doing really good w/ the sXe thing and then i heard about this party for this girl named courtney or sumthing so we went over there and man, i got hella crunked and wasted and hooked up w/ like 5 ppl i didnt know. it was fucking crazy. then the party got rolled so i went home and shit.
i sat there. i thought. i put on my bright eyes album, went to the fridge and ate some cake. Then i ate some more. i just couldnt stop eating or listening to emo music. then i grabbed a blade from the drawer in the bathroom and cut myself cause i hate my life and i fail at being straigh edge. Shit. i tried to flush my arm down the toilet but u know what? it didnt fucking work. i feel like shit and i am shit. so now im going to go cry again and listen to some more emo music cause i cant stop.
i sat there. i thought. i put on my bright eyes album, went to the fridge and ate some cake. Then i ate some more. i just couldnt stop eating or listening to emo music. then i grabbed a blade from the drawer in the bathroom and cut myself cause i hate my life and i fail at being straigh edge. Shit. i tried to flush my arm down the toilet but u know what? it didnt fucking work. i feel like shit and i am shit. so now im going to go cry again and listen to some more emo music cause i cant stop.